[F] My first bf turned me into a cuckQueen for him

I am a pretty average looking girl , like guys in the past have called me forgettable or good for practice.. but like I never was the girl guys would chase or really want , I was just there, so I never had a boyfriend really or dated most of my meetings would just end in some type of quick sex and the guys leaving and not showing any interest after .
Which I kinda always expected, but I had hope of having a guy catch feelings for me and finally date someone …

And back in college, I had a few friend that were in similar situations. Like we were so jealous of the hot girls at college and always wanted to be them or to have a chance to be with the hot guys that we crush on.

Until one of my friends ended up dating a guy way hotter than her … and like she gave us some advice on how she did it. Saying that we should kinda let him do whatever he wants , and always text or call him and try and get him to meet you again and again and again until you can ask him out and he would kinda say yes because the sex is good and he can do what he wants so he doesn’t want loose that even tho he could get a much hotter girl .