I fucked a random guy in my van [MF]

A couple Fridays ago I finally got lucky! I’ll admit I was completely hungry for dick after nine months of nothing. It all started when I told my friend that he needed to get more guys into our friend group, so I had something to choose from. And what do you know, a couple months later 10 Belgian guys he befriended a few years ago came visit him!

I came to hang out in his garage and was totally in heaven. I was the only girl there and several of them seemed interested. We drank a little bit and chatted all night. One of them sat next to me the whole time, he was cute, so I picked him and my mind was made up.

People went to bed one by one as the night drew on until there was just a few of us. I was getting pretty antsy and knew exactly what I wanted, so at some point I got up and said I’m going to bed but that I was going to have a smoke first and asked if he wanted to come with me. He said sure and so we went out into the cool air to puff one.

I (26F) have a crush on my friend/boss (47M) 👀

Since I was around 12 I’d spend every summer horseback riding at a ranch near my grandparents place. It’s a gorgeous place run by what was once a lovely couple. I became friends with them over the years. As a teen I always admired them, they’re both gorgeous people and seemed so in love and had this beautiful farm.

In high school I moved in with my grandparents and spent every waking moment I could there riding and helping out. I always felt completely safe and there were never any sexual feelings, comments, vibes, nothing.

After high school I went on my merry way and lived life. I ended up dating people older than me, by 7 and even 15 years. I guess being so independent from a young age I never connected with my peers. I love the wisdom and better communication I’ve had with older people.