[MF] Forbidden Love – Chapter 3. The Infatuation

Love. A simple and small word, but it carries such a strong meaning. Is it possible to love two people? Or better. Could I love two people? Questions and more questions.

Three months have passed since our first “incident.” My passion for him was stronger than ever, and we used every opportunity we had to be together. I had gone back on birth control because I honestly hate condoms. My husband had a vasectomy after the birth of our children, so I never had to worry, but now with the affair, pregnancy was a real risk. After three months of sex with condoms, feeling him inside like the first time was a dream.

Our encounters had slowed down, so no one gets suspicions. Our partners trusted us, and we didn’t want to change that. The meetings were very casual, sometimes alone and sometimes with friends. Controlling my desire to jump on him, tear off his clothes, and make love in front of everyone. It was the first time that I felt this impulsive desire, almost primitive. All my life, my body only responded to certain contexts, but not now. Just by looking at him, my mind created the most erotic scenes. For the first time in my life, I was spontaneous.

[MF] Forbidden Love 2 The Aftermath.

The return home was hard. Fear of the unknown took over me. Anguish of coming home and seeing my husband consumed me. Guilt, remorse, and fear flooded my mind. Was that the price of infidelity?

I couldn’t get home in this state. He would know right away that something was wrong. I decided that to spend the night in a hotel would be better. That time alone would be good for me to put my thoughts in order. I took a deep breath and called my husband. I told him I would spend the night at my best friend’s house because she was not feeling well. It was normal for me to sleep at her house sometimes because it is close to my work.

Upon entering the hotel room, all I wanted was a bath. I filled the tub and undressed. When I took off my panties, I saw a stain. It was probably his sperm. Looking at myself in the mirror and wondered what happened. I vowed never to do that again. I swore to be strong, but I couldn’t fight desire and lust.

[MF] Forbidden Love

I like my job, first because I’m good at what I do and second because my coworkers are amazing. I always had an affinity with them, on and off work and, we regularly go out for drinks. One day there was an unfamiliar man, his name was Robert, he had being transferred and was going to work with us. What I didn’t imagine was that something else was going to happen.

Robert was a charismatic person. It was easy to be comfortable around him, and I soon found out he was going to work with me. I don’t know why, but I felt that day that we had a mutual attraction. I had crushes before, my solution was simple, ignore it until the feelings go away and it wouldn’t be different, right?

It was very interesting to work with him, but in the early days was an uncomfortable interaction. Trying to reduce the tension, he used jokes to break the ice, and it worked. As time goes by, I became more comfortable with him. We could talk about things unrelated to work and even give advice to each other.

[FF] A woman named Daisy.

(Non fiction) My job requires me to travel a lot, I have met many people in my life, many men and women with different personalities and desires, but one woman in particular changed my life forever.

In 2017 I took a trip to London for work, trips like this can be stressful especially if you don’t know anyone, during the first of many business meetings that I was going to attend, I was being introducing to people and one in particular caught my attention, a woman, there was something about her that captured me, I’m bisexual since my youth, but no woman had attracted me as much as she did, I honestly didn’t know why, she was beautiful, a little taller than me, black hair cut up to the shoulder, perfectly smooth, very clear blue eyes and the smile, wow that smile that makes you forget all your problems, but why this fixation on a person I had never talked to? I don’t know, there was something about her that made me different, made me happy.

My first Cheating.[MF] [Cheating]

Cheating, something I never imagined I would do, why cheat? I love my husband, what reason I would have to do that? And the answer was always none, I never had any reason to cheat on my husband but still happened.

I was 32 at the time, I already had my two children’s and I was a nurse, after a busy year the hospital I work decide to hire more nurses to help and I was in charge of their training, among them was a young man, 21 years old , beautiful body and very intelligent, at the end of the training he was hired and started working in the same sector as me, we had a lot in common so we soon became friends.

With the months passing by we got closer and we started to have deeper conversations but until then totally platonic, he had a girlfriend at the time and always asked me for tips to please his girlfriend, and as I was very comfortable with him I always talked to him in a very open tone.