During college, I did not know many gay people and don’t even think I was friends with any. I wasn’t against it! but was just never really exposed to them so never gave it much thought. My whole school career I’ve only been with girls and I was really happy and content with them until I realized what I was missing out on.
I mean I found some guys to be generally cute and good looking, but almost always in a physical way and not really sexually. However, I was part of my soccer team and would often catch myself staring at the butts of the athletic guys on my team (the shorts were really tight…what was I supposed to do lol). Looking at some of the guys’ muscular asses would turn me on, I always told myself I was just having fun and moved about my day. Fast forward to my first job at an investment banking firm in NYC. Our department had a verry successful quarter, so our firm had rented out a dope rooftop bar for us overlooking the purple-lit empire state building. The atmosphere in the bar was cozy and classy with some soft yellow/golden lights along the edges and serene music.