Author: balanceddreams

[M] A green couch

[I was inspired by a few posts and conversations here and there that were able to dig into memories with a few similarities and decided to make this post since I had no idea that “kink origin” is even a thing. I posted this a while ago in a brut form but I decided to brush it a little since some of this stuff managed to sneak back into my daydreams. It might look a little softcore for some of you but for me it’s the beginning of a beautiful story.]

I got acquainted with freeuse and bondage many years ago, about a month or two after I turned twenty and, to put it into perspective, now I’m close to forty-five. One day, a girl showed me a short video of a tied-up & gagged woman that struggled the whole time. It was weird for me that she masturbated every day while imagining that she was the one tied up, and I was also disappointed that there was no nudity. Later, she explained to me about self-bondage and this was absolutely bizarre from my point of view and I just concluded that “no one’s normal anyway”, but her porn was often strange, and I finally understood it when I was able to see it in real life. Read more »

[M]44 – How I got into freeuse & bondage [MF]

I was inspired by a few posts here and there, that were able to dig into my memories with a few similarities, and decided to make this post since I had no idea that “kink origin” is even a thing.

I got acquainted with this stuff many years ago, in my early 20’s (now I’m 44). Somebody showed me a 20-ish minutes video with a tied-up & gagged woman that struggled the whole time. It was weird for me that my friend masturbated every day while imagining that she was the one tied up, and I was also disappointed that there was no nudity. Later, she explained to me about self-bondage and this was absolutely weird from my point of view but I concluded that “no one’s normal anyway”, and her porn was often strange, but I finally understood it when I was able to see it in real life. Read more »

[MFm] I got a submissive man for me [M44] and my wife [F37]

Like any couple that gets drunk more often than it should, we had this moment of randomly fantasizing a while ago, before the pandemic, about getting a “helper”. We had a few tries but the guys got cold feet before anything happened. Well, I guess that’s what we can expect from first-timers. Fast forward we got a very good-looking guy with previous experience and, after some chatting, we decide on a time and a place.

At exactly 5 pm he arrived at the bar of the hotel where we were checked in and we got some booze for “courage” but soon, in about an hour, we were in the hotel room, ready for action, and the guy asked to remain clothed. Ok, no biggie. I dropped the clothes like they were on fire and my wife did the same. “Well, let’s relax on the bed!” I said and that’s exactly what we did, faced up. Then I said to Martin (not his real name but it’s easier than “the dude”) to lick my wife’s pussy and, while enjoying his moment, I lifted my wife’s right leg to put my cock close to her pussy, while barely touching it. Man, we had quite a few experiences with other women but this was so different! I assume it was in part outstanding because of this being a first with my wife, but that guy’s tongue and mouth felt like lubed velvet. I needed a moment just for myself so I said “Honey, I need this guy for a minute” while turning his face towards my dick and being specific about what I wanted “Take just the head in your mouth, no hands, and prepare me with your tongue to fuck her.”. That fucking tongue was like a machine! Read more »

[M]44 – Suddenly I became a sugar daddy

I made a post some time ago about our first encounter but, in the meantime, we managed to meet again a few times so this is the updated story. For a little background, one thing that I didn’t find necessary to mention in my post, is that we reside in different countries (although only a 90 minutes flight).

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Some time back, talking to an acquaintance about the fact that I will go abroad for two days, she told me that she never traveled to another country. Probably out of boredom, I asked, “Wanna come?” and the answer was obviously positive. A few days later we checked into a centrally located hotel where I got a very nice penthouse corner suite with a king-size bed and a couch “just in case”, but probably the large terrace was the big bonus because we’re both smokers. Soon after, I let her know that I have to leave for a few hours but suggested a shopping street, mostly because she was dressed like hell. She’s very poor, no judgment here, and I’m also no fashion critic so take it with a grain of salt. Anyway, in the rush of the moment, I gave her 500 EUR and went to solve some stuff after leaving her in that specific shopping area. Read more »

43 [M] – I consensually groped someone in the metro (CNC play)

In October last year, I made a rather simple post on a local subreddit, asking for someone willing to be groped in the metro. It’s not much of a fantasy, I know. About a year back I watched a short clip with an overcrowded train where an older lady kept touching “by mistake”, from her seat, a guy that was standing up very close to her, in his zipper area. My cock’s reaction was way more than expected but it already happened to me so it’s not something worth a bucket list. But, at some point, I started to salivate watching various asses and craving to touch them even if it’s not my style to be a creep. Fast forward, after a lot of mental gymnastics, I concluded that it’s a very good possibility to make that post and meet directly in a train station so, this way, I don’t need to ask for permission and it’s still going to happen with a stranger. Read more »

43[M] – I tried a short term sugar daddy experience

Talking to an acquaintance about the fact that I will go abroad for two days, she told me that she never traveled to another country. Probably by boredom, I asked, “Wanna come?” and the answer was obviously positive. A few days later we checked in to a centrally located hotel where I got a very nice penthouse corner suite with a king-size bed and a couch “just in case”, but probably the large terrace was the big bonus because we’re both smokers. Soon after, I let her know that I have to leave for a few hours but suggested a shopping street, mostly because she was dressed like hell. She’s very poor, no judgment here, and I’m also no fashion critique so take it with a grain of salt. Anyway, in the rush of the moment, I gave her 500 EUR and went to solve some stuff after leaving her in that specific shopping area. Read more »

43 [M] – I consensually groped someone in the metro (CNC play)

In October last year, I made a rather simple post on a local subreddit, asking for someone willing to be groped in the metro. It’s not much of a fantasy, I know. About a year back I watched a short clip with an overcrowded train where an older lady kept touching “by mistake”, from her seat, a guy that was standing up very close to her, in his zipper area. My cock’s reaction was way more than expected but it already happened to me so it’s not something worth a bucket list. But, at some point, I started to salivate watching various asses and craving to touch them even if it’s not my style to be a creep. Fast forward, after a lot of mental gymnastics, I concluded that it’s a very good possibility to make that post and meet directly in a train station so, this way, I don’t need to ask for permission and it’s still going to happen with a stranger. Read more »

43[M4F] The journal of our encounters

This is an ongoing story. I put some background for now and written about our first two encounters but at this point we’re not too hard into it. With a little luck I’ll have at least one or two updates every week.

About two months ago I made a rather simple post on a local subreddit, asking for someone willing to be groped in the metro. It’s not much of a fantasy, I know. Almost a year back I watched a short clip with an overcrowded train where an older lady kept touching “by mistake”, from her seat, a guy that was standing up very close to her, in his zipper area. My cock’s reaction was way more than expected but it already happened to me so it’s not something worth of a bucket list. But, at some point, I started to salivate watching various asses and craving to touch them even if it’s not my style to be a creep. Fast forward, after a lot of mental gymnastics, I concluded that it’s a very good possibility to make that post and meet directly in a train station so, this way, I don’t need to ask for permission and it’s still going to happen with a stranger. Read more »

43[M4F] She drove me crazy!

She drove me crazy! We just got aquatinted so I have to ask myself if it’s intentional. Does she want to push my limits just to bring the punishment upon her? Fuck it, calm down!

“Sweetie, Daddy’s gonna be out for a cigarette or two. Please go in our room, undress, get a shower but don’t dry. Then get the rope and sit on the bed. You will take the doggie style position but with your face on the bed and your arms between your legs.”

About twenty something minutes later I come into the room, I slap pretty hard each wet ass cheek once to warm them up, and one hard slap on her pussy. In the middle of the rope I make a knot bigger and bigger to use it as a gag and as a starting point while, by “mistake”, I whip her ass and her back with a rope’s end. Read more »

43[M4F] We met [Only the beginning for now]

A month ago I made a rather simple post on a local subreddit, asking for someone willing to be groped in the metro. It’s not much of a fantasy, I know. Almost a year back I watched a short clip with an overcrowded train where an older lady kept touching “by mistake”, from her seat, a guy that was standing up very close to her, in his zipper area. My cock’s reaction was way more than expected but it already happened to me so it’s not something worth of a bucket list. But, at some point, I started to salivate watching various asses and craving to touch them even if it’s not my style to be a creep. Fast forward, after a lot of mental gymnastics, I concluded that it’s a very good possibility to make that post and meet directly in a train station so, this way, I don’t need to ask for permission and it’s still going to happen with a stranger. Read more »