Author: ambitiousstoryteller

[MF] A Married Life Experience [Part 6?] Aftermath

The next morning

Around 12:00 on Saturday morning I received a call from my wife that she was on her way home. She was walking. She was definitely nervous about coming home. I can tell by the way she was talking. Her voice cracked and she spoke with hesitation. I certainly was nervous to see her too. So much had happened since the last time we saw each other, just the day before. It was strange to think that so much could change in such a short period of time.

Throughout all of the emotions and lead up to her night with Donovan, looming in the background was the fact that it’s now Mother’s Day weekend. This was a detail that wasn’t even on our minds when this drama began. The irony of it is almost laughable.

We had a late lunch planned at 2 pm with her sister, mom and dad. I knew that they would be arriving In about an hour and a half and I just prayed that everything would go smoothly, without her mom sensing that something was different or out of the ordinary. Her mother Is the type of person who can tell when something’s not right. Read more »

[MF] A Married Life Experience [Part 5?] What happened last night

8:30 last night. 

I went out for a walk, sitting watching the NFL Network and NY Jets youtube Jake Azman vids just isn’t distracting enough. 

No text from her yet.  It’s been over an hour and a half already 

What happened on the date

After 22 years of marriage, there is definitely a level of trust that has been built up and is very hard to break.  And, the marriage no longer is about me and her but instead is about US.  Sounds cheesy but it’s true. 

For a long time I was the nice guy beta male. Being kind and gentle but also hiding and concealing a part of myself from my wife.  A big part of that was addictive use of porn.   For a while it got in the way of our relationship. But, I experienced something a while back that shifted things in me.  She has a lot to do with that healing. I started to earn more money too.  A lot more 200K + a year when years past I was only making 70k.   Read more »

[MF] A Married Life Experience [wife on a first date]

My wife went out on a date tonight with a much younger guy from work. It is something I approved and encouraged early on. Leading up to it I got cold feet but she’s out with him now.

They went to dinner and have been there for about an hour and a half. Not sure what their plans are afterwards but I think his place is on the menu

The waiting is driving me crazy.

[MF] A Married Life Experience [Part 3]

(Micro Updates)

Rather than post a bunch of brief installments, I decided to write down some updates as they happen and then post them all at once.  

(Thursday)

I have been journaling…yesterday and today.

I thought it would be best to go ahead and post a collection of my entries from the last two days instead of brief little independent entries.

So I’ve been chatting with a few of the readers on here, answering questions and responding to their curiosities.  It’s been very helpful to gain some of their insight.  Some of them have made some really great points about the situation.  To sum everything up though, I would like to say that my wife and I have been married for almost 25 years. After that amount of time, issues of trust, empathy, compassion, being happy for one another…. It’s all automatic. I truly want beautiful things for her. The  Darker feelings like resentment and jealousy haven’t held a place in our marriage in a very long time.   Read more »

[MF] A Married Life Experience [the date is on Friday]

This is kind of an in-between part. I’m basically up to date and everything that happens from now on is happening as I write it… Pretty much.

To this point I did the best I could dramatizing recent events into a story format and remembering as much as I could with what was said, pulling from text messages and The events that unfolded over the last few weeks.

So, I finally caved and told her she could go on this date. That means tomorrow night she’s going.  I’m fucking nervous.  I don’t totally know what to expect. The truth is, hearing his name all the time was beginning to annoy me and the only way to get her to stop talking about him was to say that she could go.  Seriously, it was like Donovan this and Donovan that.  When I did finally say that she could go out with him I didn’t really think that anything could happen but now I’m starting to doubt that. 

I’m prepared emotionally, I think.  Yes it is my fantasy and now  it is actually in motion but I also have read about guys who had this fantasy and then it really happened and they felt completely different than they thought they would. Read more »

[MF] A Married Life Experience [Part 1]

Part 2

Her sudden outburst of sexual expression was so vulnerable and honest. It connected our souls in a deep and meaningful way.   A way that, to that point, was unknown to our marriage. That we could be married for 22 years and still have uncharted territory to discover.   We held each other all night that night.  It was amazing

The next morning was filled with smiles and joking around.  While we sat and sipped our coffee in the kitchen, I asked, “what came over you last night? It’s been years since you’ve given me a blowjob.  That was so hot honey.”

“I don’t know”, she responded. “I was just at work and I started to really miss you.   All I could think about was coming home and jumping on top you or something.  Haha. I wasn’t planning anything.  I didn’t know what I was gonna do. It just happened.  I just wanted you. It’s ok right?”.

“Ha! yeah! Well, you have carte blanch to do that any time you want”.

She smiled. 

“Do you think working at the gym and working out there has made you, I don’t know…” Read more »

[MF] A Married Life Experience [Part 1]

Part 1

Last month I took my wife to a really nice Italian restaurant.  It was the first date we’ve had in a long time because of our schedules and kids, etc…. We are both in our 50s, fit and good looking for our age.  I’m 5′ 7″ tall but my wife is a runner stands at 5′ 3″ and weighs100 lbs. Very petite, with very perky breasts and she has a beautiful face with the bluest eyes that always make me melt.

Our sex life was always just OK but never incredible.  We just never really revealed too much about ourselves to each other in that department. 

About a year prior to this “date night” I had drummed up the courage and began the practice of telling my wife about some of my sexual fantasies and light kinks. Nothing too serious   I didn’t want to scare her. It was more like dropping hints than it was actual sharing. It was very hard to do at first even though I had thought about doing it for a long time.   Read more »