[F]irst Steps into the World of Sex

Disclaimer: not very gone wild but I wanted to post SOMETHING so here I am

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I didn’t know what masturbation was until I was 18. Up until then I was a completely clueless, innocent, small, 5’2, Christian-raised, Asian-American girl. The first time I had even heard of masturbation was when I was browsing videos online and there was a stupid challenge about people trying to refrain from masturbating for a month. You can imagine how confused I was, seeing drawers full of lotions and people going to sexy movies and being frustrated.. What could have possibly been that frustrating???

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So I looked it up. There were articles on best sex toys, There were diagrams instructing me to use two fingers to vertically, diagonally, horizontally, squeezing the clitoris, etc. I was extremely confused. What is clitoris?

(To clarify, this is not a joke. I’m just clueless and a late bloomer.)

Anyway, I decided to take a small mirror in my room and examine my lady bits. I still had no idea what a clitoris was, but this was the first time I saw my pussy. It was so.. weird and full of folds. I awkwardly put my index and middle finger together, like how you would pet sea animals at the aquarium, and started rubbing the area a little below my clit in a circular motion.

Damp and gross.

While rubbing, I kept scrolling down different articles, trying to get a clue as to what makes masturbation feel great. Is it really… just rubbing my genitals.. What the HECK I thought this would be something great..

Now, this was a few years ago, so I don’t exactly remember how I got there, but I came across some gif sets showing close ups of girls fingering themselves. Curious and sweaty, I decided to stick a finger in the pussy.

That shit BURN. But I kept fingering myself cause the friction felt.. kinda good at the same time? I stopped pretty soon because it hurt more, but I went back to rubbing in circles. A little harder, a little faster. It suddenly felt very *right* to keep rubbing like that, up and down as my pussy started getting wetter and wetter. **Suddenly**, I felt the rush of static/shivers in my spine (Ah.. the first sweet taste of sexual pleasure. )

I rubbed a little faster and closed the laptop with my other hand, a little shocked. I was very wet all of a sudden, and didn’t know what the fuck to think. I gradually stopped rubbing out of confusion, came to my senses, and put my pants on again.

I left the room, washed my hands, came back, and decided to forget the whole thing. That is… until a few weeks later.

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There it is.. the first baby steps of sexual activity……… So innocent…

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Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/afihm8/first_steps_into_the_world_of_sex