[F]irst Steps into the World of Sex

Disclaimer: not very gone wild but I wanted to post SOMETHING so here I am

I didn’t know what masturbation was until I was 18. Up until then I was a completely clueless, innocent, small, 5’2, Christian-raised, Asian-American girl. The first time I had even heard of masturbation was when I was browsing videos online and there was a stupid challenge about people trying to refrain from masturbating for a month. You can imagine how confused I was, seeing drawers full of lotions and people going to sexy movies and being frustrated.. What could have possibly been that frustrating???

So I looked it up. There were articles on best sex toys, There were diagrams instructing me to use two fingers to vertically, diagonally, horizontally, squeezing the clitoris, etc. I was extremely confused. What is clitoris?

(To clarify, this is not a joke. I’m just clueless and a late bloomer.)

Anyway, I decided to take a small mirror in my room and examine my lady bits. I still had no idea what a clitoris was, but this was the first time I saw my pussy. It was so.. weird and full of folds. I awkwardly put my index and middle finger together, like how you would pet sea animals at the aquarium, and started rubbing the area a little below my clit in a circular motion.