First time giving in to the urge [MM]

After 37 years and 12 months or so of fantasizing, I finally gave in to my desire to put another man’s penis in my mouth and find out what it is like to give a blowjob. Until then I had ZERO contact of anytime with another man. I can’t remember exactly when I made that first step, but it came in the form of answering a posting on r/DirtySnapchat looking for a man who would stroke for someone. I have an exhibitionist streak as is evidenced by my frequent contributions to r/TributeMe but this was obviously different. I’d initially tried answering posts from ‘women’ but it became fairly apparent that I was actually stroking for other men posing. After performing a couple of times for the same person I became feeling drawn to MM porn content, focusing first on ‘straight’ men who let themselves be sucked or stroked by men. My obsession with performing for other men only strengthened and I eventually became so thirsty for it someone finally suggested that I should try MM contact for real.

My first experience was through a craigslist ad. I searched in places far enough away I felt confident i would not ‘out’ myself and found a couple who wanted someone to come over and be sucked while the partner watched. That evening was a blur and I didn’t even so much as reach out and touch either of them but did end up cumming all over one partners face while the other jerked off. From there I made several attempts at finding another experience but it wasn’t successful until one person suggested I try Grindr. That led to this past weeks experience.

I reached out to a photo-less profile who identified as bi and into oral only. After some brief chatting I came right out and stated that I was hoping to find someone willing to feed me their cock and let me suck for the first time. We exchanged pics (non-face) and made plans to meet at a local starbucks before going to his place. Actually seeing his truck when I came to the location made me start to swell. I simply pulled up next to him and nodded, he looked me over, smiled and then told me to follow him. We drove a short distance to an apartment complex. I followed wordlessly, my dark sunglasses firmly in place as he led me inside. We walked into the living room, he turned around and said no more than ‘here we are’. I sat there staring at his crotch, wondering for a brief moment whether I could actually do this and then, as quickly as those words flashed through my mind, I reached out and softly gripped his crotch and felt his cock through his loose fitting gym shorts. As if in a daze I slowly knelt before him and slowly slid down his shorts and underwear, revealing the first cock I would ever taste.

My pics are viewable if you are so inclined via my erome page which you can find through my posts here. 6’3″ 230 with a muscular/masculine build. He was 34 (per his profile and seemed about right) also over 6′ with an average/slightly soft body and a bald head. He had a bit of a smirk on his face that seemed to say that he knew I that I was helpless for feeling him swell and grow into my mouth and would be able to do about whatever he liked because of it. His cock was cut, very pale with a bright pink head and would grow to what I would guess was a bit over six inches and fairly narrow. He had semi-groomed pubic hair and large hanging balls. As it slid out of his shorts i could tell it was getting hard. Without any additional hesitation, a bit surprising to me at the time but also one of the more naturally feeling instincts I’ve ever experienced, I leaned forward and gently placed my lips around it, feeling it pulse as I slowly sucked it deeper into my mouth. Ever since I became aware of my interest in cock, the thought that pierced my mind constantly was a desire to feel it get hard in my mouth, knowing that I was making it happen. I slowly and deliberately began bobbing my head up and down and my desire started to be fulfilled. After feeling it become engorged while I knelt before him in the middle of the living room of the apartment, he slowly backed towards a couch, me following with his cock still in my mouth, shuffling along on my knees. as he leaned back he chuckled at me and said that he could tell I was a hungry cock sucker and asked me if I loved tasting his hard member. All I could do is nod and moan a quiet yes around his now rock hard cock stuffed in my mouth.

I began to work my tongue up and down the underside of his shaft as I bobbed back and forth, slightly nodding the way I had watched my favorite cock suckers do (men and women) in the videos I had been stroking to for months. He moaned a long and satisfied ‘yes’ as I slid him out of my mouth and worked my tongue down his shaft till it reached his now hardening balls. As I gently stroked his penis I swirled my tongue back and forth across his sack, gently sucking each nut into my mouth, back and forth and over and over again. His moans became steadier and he began telling me I how great I sucked his cock and that he could not believe I had never done it before. This only made me hotter, hungrier and now desperate to bring him to completion and receive my hot and sticky reward. As this was happening I realized that my own cock is straining at my suit pants and I am starting to sweat through my dress shirt, my tie getting wet with saliva. As I struggled to loosen my collar while still keeping my mouth and head completely filled with his cock I also struggled to unzip my pants and release me cock, feeling the sticky precum leaking from it’s tip. He giggled a bit, realizing how lost I was in becoming a cock slut and commented that he liked how thick my own cock was and asked if it was hard because i wanted to taste his cum. Again all I could do was let out a muffled ‘yes’ as I fully reengaged with my job of servicing his gorgeous cock. As I moved my mouth out to the tip gently sucking while at the same time circling it with my tongue. This seemed to take him to another level as he began bucking his hips against my mouth, starting to fuck my face. I felt his fingers gently take me by the back of my head and start to pull me up and down, matching the rhythm of his hips as he began to take control.

I tried to relax and give myself over, finding it rather easy as he was very gentle and understanding about my inability to swallow his whole shaft. He began talking more and more, telling me what a good cock sucker i was and that he was going to cum from the way I had slurped, licked and devoured him. Almost in a daze I settled back slightly and asked him if he wanted to cum on my face. He stopped for just a second, looked down with that same ‘i own you’ smirk, and simply said sure before guiding his cock back into my mouth. It seemed like only a few moments passed before he pulled out, tilted my head back with one hand and began to stroke himself hard with the other, rubbing his cock head back and forth across my face. As his moans got faster and faster I knew for certain that I had become a complete cumslut and had it confirmed when that first hot spurt splashed across my cheeks and nose, followed by ropes shooting up over my forehead and covering my still in place glasses. After what seemed like at least 10 full pulses of cum he stopped stroking. out of instinct I gently took him in my hand and slowly rubbed his cock back and forth across my face, spreading his sticky cum all over until I was completely covered. I leaned back and blurted out “thank you” as my mind began to fully process what I had just done. He pointed to my still hard cock as I stood up and said he would let me jerk off if I liked. I barely touched it before i spurted all over his chest and legs as he giggled once again. He politely found me a towel and let me wipe the globs of cum from my face before walking me to the door. As I walked out, tie and shirt disheveled and a thin hard layer of cum still sticking to my face, he said I could come back and service his cock again some time. I told him I couldn’t wait, turned, and walked back to my car.

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Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/9ugkyn/first_time_giving_in_to_the_urge_mm