After 37 years and 12 months or so of fantasizing, I finally gave in to my desire to put another man’s penis in my mouth and find out what it is like to give a blowjob. Until then I had ZERO contact of anytime with another man. I can’t remember exactly when I made that first step, but it came in the form of answering a posting on r/DirtySnapchat looking for a man who would stroke for someone. I have an exhibitionist streak as is evidenced by my frequent contributions to r/TributeMe but this was obviously different. I’d initially tried answering posts from ‘women’ but it became fairly apparent that I was actually stroking for other men posing. After performing a couple of times for the same person I became feeling drawn to MM porn content, focusing first on ‘straight’ men who let themselves be sucked or stroked by men. My obsession with performing for other men only strengthened and I eventually became so thirsty for it someone finally suggested that I should try MM contact for real.