[F] A long time ago I let a much older man do things to me

(Sorry for the bad english)

Since very young I was reading and watching a lot of porn stuff. And I mean A LOT.

Seeing all that and having no girlfriend, i started to hang out on sex forums, talking to people about our fantasies. One thing coming to another I started to talk with men, especially much older men. At that time I was lying about my age.

One of them (56M) was very nice and comprehensive with me, and we talked a lot. after a while i got very excited to talk with him about sex and he finally asked me if we could meet in real to talk and see what happen, as he was not far from me.

I was in such a mindset that I said ok if it was in a “neutral” spot. He proposed me to pay a hotel room.

The day of the meeting I was very anxious but still excited to freely talk about sex with someone. I precise that we have never saw each other before, not even a picture.

I waited for him a few minutes at the meeting point, watching every men around that could match his description. And finally an old kind fat man walked to me and say “hi”. He was not really pretty but not aweful either. As we were sure now that we were the good person we were expecting, we walked in the hotel, after taking a room.

In the room we started to talk about sex in general, then more about men and if I was ok with that too. He was very nice and friendly so I started to feel more comfortable. I think he may feel it and he asked me if I would be ok to undress for him. Hearing that I felt a shock. How could I react to that request ? Will I agree ?

I started to rermove my clothes, not knowing how to do it correctly, and he was staring at me. I turned red immediatly. After having removes all my clothed, he got a small camera from his pocket. He looked at me and asked me if he could take some pictures of me, naked. Instinctively, as I wasn’t thinking correctly anymore, I got on the hotel bed, laying in front of this old fat man. I said I was ok at the condition that he blurred my face on the pictures. He looked satisfied, and started to take picture, asking me to take some nasty poses (open legs, doggystyle showing everything, and so on). He confessed that he was very excited to make me do this since the beginning of our chat on the forum, saying that I excited him a lot.

After the photoshoot, I was still aroused by the situation. So aroused that I asked what else he wanted. As a response, he unzipped his pants and looked at me, like imploring. He asked me if I would like to take care of his cock. I hesitated a lot but i finally came on my knees, my head in front of his cock. I took it in my hand and started to blow it. It was small soft and a bit stinky but I got aroused by the thougt of me doing this “like in movies”. He seemed to enjoy it, as it get (a bit) more hard and as he was breathing much louder, still looking at me. Finally he asked me if I would be ok to use my mouth on it. I refused if he didn’t wear a condom. He said that he had one so he wore it on his penis. I still remember the look of it : it was a “dark blue” condom, so it kinda hide is cock in it. I took it again by and started to get my head and mouth closer. I opened it and started to eat it like a lollipop. Quickly, I felt some spasms in y mouth and in the sound of his breath. I let him out of my mouth and I saw the condom full of sperm. He had cummed in my mouth.

We were both stunned as we dressed again silently. We came out of the hotel room and we say goodbye.

I never heard of him again.

I felt very weird about that for few days, thinking a lot about all that. It was both very excited and a bit disgusted that I let a pervert old fat man (old enough to be my father or even older) make me do all this. As I said he didn’t now my real age.

I finally came back on that sex forum, because I felt more aroused thinking about what happend, about the excitement, the weirdness, …

I am still trying to meet much older men, and I sometimes meet nice ones, thanks to that time.

I will never regret this, and I still like to think about it. I guess he will never know what really happened that time.

That’s the first time I put it in words and tell anybody.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/9kedo1/f_a_long_time_ago_i_let_a_much_older_man_do