[F] How I found out I liked girls…alot

So It’s weird I didn’t know I was bi-sexual to start with because I always wanted to date guys but I always found my female friends attractive…I used to think “oh maybe everyone feels like this”

It wasn’t till I got older it was more apparent but the same theme continued…Dating guys but girls are so more attractive to me. I think it became almost like a naughty fetish…I’d be known straight to everyone. Yet behind everyone’s back I’m having wild thoughts about friends.

It developed into my guilty pleasure…I enjoyed people not knowing…it was my “usual innocent” persona having a fix of to what I thought was naughty. Going to my bedroom locking my door, pulling my tights down and searching the most mundane pictures of girls…it wouldn’t even be p0rn…I won’t lie half the time it wasn’t even a nude…it didn’t have to be.

Sooo…I knew it went to far when I once came home from being with my friend…I ran upstairs… put her pic up on my laptop… and yeah…I’d never masturbated to a person I knew before this

I become addicted to my naughty persona so I stopped. It was like I had two sides. The Innocent straight girl with One-Direction posters and the other side a lesbian fantasising her friends.

I found it easy to stop though I had plenty in my life to distract me and honestly I think the naughtiness wore of.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/116c7ul/f_how_i_found_out_i_liked_girlsalot