[FM] I discovered I’m a slut for giving head

Me and my boyfriend have been together now for almost 8 months. This was my first serious relationship, and I should probably note that I was a complete virgin before meeting him. Don’t get me wrong, I know a lot about sex and I knew I wanted to have it, I just didn’t feel comfortable enough with anyone up until I met him. And when I met him, let me tell you- my sex drive sky-rocketed. Even now, my libido is MUCH higher than his. This isn’t a problem, per-say, he satisfies me perfectly well. As soon as we got into a relationship, we pretty much hit it off right away in the bedroom. Despite being in a relationship with a girl before me, he wasn’t very confident and felt inexperienced (his girlfriend wasn’t very open to anything sexual). This was foreign to him and I could tell he didn’t want to make me uncomfortable, so I kind of led the first half of our sexual experiences- without any experience myself- and it worked! He isn’t very good with communication whether it be emotionally or sexually, and that’s fine- it’s just how he is. I’m perfectly fine with telling him what feels good, what doesn’t and vice versa.

The first time I ever gave him a blowjob, I absolutely hated it. It tasted disgusting and it felt weird in my mouth. I was disappointed by this, as I really liked the idea of making him feel good. (I really get off on my partners getting off). I stopped, and he was disappointed but understanding, and we carried on without the blowjob. For the next few months, I didn’t try again, and he didn’t ask, and it didn’t feel like anything was missing. Even so, I was still so in love with the idea of BJ’s and making him feel good.

It wasn’t until one particularly emotional night that I knew I wanted to try again for sure. We were cuddled up together on his bed, watching something on his PC. I remember looking up at him and just being so insanely turned on. He caught me looking and asked what was wrong, but I shook my head and slid my head down off of his shoulder to his belly. We carried on watching whilst he stroked my hair for the next 10 or so minutes, whilst I slowly worked my hand up to the waistband of his pants nonchalantly. He probably didn’t realise what I was trying to do up until the point I flat out placed my hand on his dick that was under his jeans. “Get your hand off my knob.” He joked, reaching to pull my hand away before I shrugged him off, “I’m just getting comfy!”. It was obviously a lie, and we both knew what my intentions were at that point. I still don’t think he knew I wanted to actually give him what would be the ‘best blowjob of his life’ though (his words!). After a few more minutes, I began to feel him get hard, and I could see the outline of his dick through his jeans perfectly. I didn’t hesitate to begin massaging his bulge with the palm of my hand slowly, and he didn’t stop me. I could hear his breathing get a little heavier, and I knew I had the green light. I stopped for a second, and began to unbutton his jeans. As soon as he heard his zip go down, he grabbed his jeans and boxers and pulled them down to just below his balls. I wrapped my hand around his fully erect dick right away, and began to move it up and down slowly. I gave him hand jobs frequently, so I knew I was good at this- I’m pretty sure I’ve nailed some kind of technique. I move my hand up and down his shaft painfully slow, my grip becoming tighter every time my hand reaches the head of his dick and then loosening as it moves back down. I love watching his pre-cum spill out when I do this, and he seems to definitely like it. Once the tip of his dick is sufficiently wet, I rub my thumb around the head gently for a bit, before I begin to jerk him off quickly, using a gentle twisting motion with my hand. I guess it’s all about the element of surprise, and it works for sure. Taking my hand away once he was riled up enough, I looked up at him and smiled (I know he loves direct eye contact hehe). I then took his balls into my hand, and began to massage them gently. With his parents being home, he couldn’t be too loud, so when I heard his soft groans it drove me over the edge. He grabbed his own dick and began to jerk himself off since I wasn’t. I was practically drooling at this point, and I took no time in sliding my tongue over the head of his dick slowly, licking up all of his precum. The sensation definitely surprised him, as he jerked his head back and grabbed a handful of my hair. I could tell he wanted it. Usually he would’ve double checked with something along the lines of ‘Are you sure??’ but he didn’t, and he didn’t need to. I knew that I disliked the taste, and it tasted the same this time- but I *liked* it. It was strong, and musky, and everything I knew I hated but I wanted more. I licked my lips so they were wet, and slid them over the tip of his cock. The grip he had on my hair tightened, and I slid my mouth further down his shaft until just a little more than the tip was in. Then I began to suck, and roll my tongue around the girth of his dick slowly. I felt him push on my head slightly, to which I held back a giggle and slid his dick back out of my mouth. I love edging him, and this was just part of the fun for me. I heard a grunt of disapproval from behind me, but I took no time in sliding my tongue up the entire length of his dick and back a few times, planting a few kisses here and there. I knew that the underside of the head of his dick (frenulum?) is particularly sensitive, so I began to flick my tongue against this slightly. In this position, I could look up at him directly, and just by his face I could tell I was doing a good job. This made me unbelievably happy, and I quickly slid his cock back into my mouth. His room was cold, so my mouth was probably extremely warm against the cold air. I don’t have a gag reflex, so I was able to take the full 5-6 inches of his dick into my mouth until it hit the back of my throat. It was difficult to suck when it was this far down my throat, so I didn’t do it that much.

By this point in our relationship, he knew I loved it rough (hair pulling, choking, dirty talk, slapping etc). So he didn’t hesitate in pushing my head down. I don’t think this was voluntary, more of just a reflex. I didn’t mind, but I did have to come up a few times for air since I couldn’t breathe. When taking these little breathers, he would grab his dick and rub it against my face and slap it against my cheeks. I didn’t really question it in the moment, I just figured it was visually appealing. I repeated all of what I was doing for about 10 minutes, edging him all the while. Just before he began to get properly frustrated I heard him whisper ‘I’m gonna cum’. This was like music to my ears, and I slid the entire length of his cock down my warm, wet throat, bobbing my head up and down there for a few seconds. As he began to cum, I felt it shooting up into the back of my throat. His cock throbbing and contracting in my mouth whilst I felt him tremble beside me made me work for it like I never thought I would. I practically milked him, up until the point he pulled my hair back to stop. I didn’t even hesitate in swallowing- and actually enjoyed the taste. It was bitter, almost sour, but sweet- and extremely strong. I loved it. I looked up at him and wiped the mix of my saliva and his cum from my face. He was practically panting, and he was lay back- looking as if he had to recover. A few seconds later he muttered something along the lines of ‘That was insane- you’re amazing’. And I swear I’ve never felt so proud, lol. I literally turned his PC off and we fell asleep after that. I didn’t even try to initiate anything else- I felt fully satisfied just from giving him a blowjob and that was pretty hard to fathom for me. I didn’t question it in the moment but it was one of our best sexual experiences by far. Ever since then I haven’t hesitated in giving him blowjobs, and I genuinely enjoy it. I’ve come to the conclusion that I’m a slut for my boyfriends dick- and I’m not even ashamed.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/duqy60/fm_i_discovered_im_a_slut_for_giving_head