Not sure if this story applies here but I just need to share it somewhere.
I (22F) have a friend (20M) that I met online about 6 years ago, and we finally met in person last week. We live on different continents so I was very excited to meet him as I really do view him as a close friend that I’ve known for years.
I showed him around my city, did the casual museum date, food etc. The weather was extremely shitty though and most things are closed on Sundays here so we had to end the day relatively early.
My best friend let me use her dorm to hang out there (God bless her) since she went home over the weekend and I have pretty strict parents who wouldn’t ever allow me to have a guy over. This never bothered me, but it also caused me to have absolutely zero experience with men whatsoever aside from awkward eye contact.
Long story short, we got on the floor to eat. He asked me to pass something but instead I directly fed it to him with a spoon and he said “thanks mommy. gimme more”, basically half moaning. I knew it was a joke so I just fed him the rest of the plate.
After he finished he put his head on my lap and said “I’m stuffed mommy”. I just looked at him confused and said “ew so you’re just gonna call me that all night”. He laughed and said now I had no other choice than to put him to bed.
I jokingly sang him a nursery rhyme and rocked him like a baby, still not really sure what was going on, until he said “I can’t sleep without your milk. Give me your milk please” and put his hand on my neck. I was a little startled and didn’t say anything at first, and he apologized for going too far.
I said it was ok and led his hands down to my breasts assuming he just wanted to feel them for a second or something. He immediately pulled them out and started kissing and sucking on them. Moaning and saying things like “i love your milk mommy”.
And I LIKED it. Not just the physical experience, the whole roleplay thing. I’m so disgusted by myself and confused as I always judged people who were into that whole thing.
After this he asked me to get on top of him to suck on them more but I declined because I knew the second I’d get on his lap we’d be getting in this weird dry humping situation and I didn’t want to take it further. He was really cool about it and just kissed me on the cheek.
After all this we played Risk and then he went back to his airbnb and i went home. I only got to see him that day and we didn’t speak the next day. The day after he just texted me “I don’t think you have any idea how hot you are” at midnight and I brushed it off and we continued talking like we always have. He’s on a plane back home now and I can’t stop thinking about him.
I feel kinda gross as this was my first semi sexual encounter, with a guy I’ve never even met in person before. I really feel like a slut. Also THIS happened and i STILL haven’t had my first kiss yet. I still don’t know how to kiss.
(For the record i don’t mean I feel used at all or anything, I fully consented and certainly enjoyed it. Im just in shock i guess)
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/10ryjs1/fm_i_nursed_my_friend_like_a_baby
Guess he was into mdlb
You shouldn’t feel like a slut. You’re allowed to engage in whatever kind of role play or sex without judgment.
It is a bit forward for a first encounter but at least he wasn’t aggressive and asked before he touched
Congrats. You have discovered a cool kink.
Personally I get way more pleasure from my breasts
Please don’t be disgusted, or feel like you’re a slut.
You have accidentally discovered a side of you, that you weren’t even aware of and this can be scary.
You may choose to further explore this, or you may not, but either choice is ok as long as you are comfortable with it.
If you do choose to explore this, take it at your own pace and if you start to feel uncomfortable, take a step back and re-evaluate.
Despite the way you currently feel, I am glad that you had a new experience.
Hey. Life is about experiences and finding your self, your likes and dislikes. Chalk it down to experience. You may never experience it again or it maybe something you re visit later but you enjoyed it so be open to other things when your comfortable with the situation.
Don’t make yourself feel like a slut because of a simple experience like this girl, we all have our moments where we explore who we are sexually and we all get horny one way or another, the best way to deal with that is to experiment further and embrace that side of you
Commenters here may be too eager to try to reframe your experience as unambiguously positive. If you had a fun experience overall but still have a lingering icky feeling about family-related role play, that totally makes sense. You may have enjoyed the newness and sexual tension of that situation more than the specifics of the role play. There is no shame in having tried something new, but there’s also no shame in recognizing when something might not be for you even if it was pleasurable the first time. Personally, mommy/daddy/feed me type stuff would definitely detract from (or end) a sexual experience for me.