[MF] I fell in love but I was just her toy

I met this girl, We will call her Sophia. When I was 18 years old. After, one of my new friends from college. Introduced me to his circle of friends at a party. Sophia actually introduced herself to me. She was 24, very flirtatious and touchy feely. After, about an hour of being at this party I was already pretty drunk. They had me drinking this nasty shit called jungle juice. So I was chilling on the floor passing out and Sophia walks over to me and pretty much lays right on top of me. Sophia was about the same height as me which is 5’10” with a pretty big bust. So she was actually kind of heavy. She rested her face directly on top of mine and sprawled out on top of me. Nothing happened aside her falling asleep on me.

When we woke up I asked Sophia for her number. After, the party we exchanged text messages and began hanging out all of the time. For the next six years. I and Sophia would text one another and hang out at her house. At least five to six times a month. I fell In love with the girl and I made it obvious. That I wanted to take the relationship to the next level.

Every time we hung out we would wind up cuddling like the first night we met. She began getting undressed and dressing in front of me. She would grab my hand and hold it. She took me to her favorite places to hangout. Like national parks, water falls etc. But Sophia always had a boyfriend. She would often bring her boyfriends along with her and kiss them right in front of me. Knowing that it made me extremely jealous. She new that I was in love with her because I had told her. This went on for six years.

Until one night the day after my grandfather died. I went to see her. We wound up laying on a couch in a friends apartment. Sophia laid on top of me as usual. But this time she finally kissed me. Then she unzipped my pants. Then grabbed my dick and started masterbating me softly. Not really jerking me off. But lightly gliding over my dick. I stuck my hand down her pants and began masterbating her. This went on for about six to seven hours.

I must have gotten her off about five times or more within this time frame. But, I still hadn’t cum. because of how light she was touching me. I almost had an orgasm about ten or twelve times. But as soon as I was about to cum. Sophia would slow down how fast she was jerking me off. Once or twice she even stopped all together. She also, Kept gliding over the tip of my dick as fast as she could. Then slow down when she saw me start to kind of thrust or moan.

The whole time she was doing this. Sophia was yelling at me. Saying things like “hurry up because I have to leave soon”, ” if you don’t cum soon I’m going to stop”, “my wrist is starting to hurt I think I’m going to stop now.” Embarrassingly enough I actually started to beg her. I said things like “please don’t stop I’m almost there”, “please don’t leave I’m almost finished”, “please don’t leave,” “please go faster” “I’m so close don’t slow down.” I got so frustrated that I started thrusting into her hand once or twice. When I did that Sophia would just let go altogether.

The second time I tried thrusting into her hand. She squeezed my balls the hardest I think they have ever been squeezed before. And said “well then stop”, “Why do you keep doing that.” When the sun started to come up. Sophia rolled on top of me like she was about to fuck me. Then said “it’s never going to happen”.

She then proceeded to tighten her pants back up and walked into the other room with the mirror to do her hair. I followed her into the room hugged her then she kind of rubbed my dick with her thigh. I Embarrassingly kind of dry humped into her leg. Sophia then laughed and said sorry I have to go. She walked to the door of the apartment and I once again followed her. I again begged Sophia to stay.

She opened up the main door. So that just the glass door was closed. Mind you my dick is still half hanging out of my pants and the apartment is on the bottom floor. Directly across from a suburban neighborhood road. So anyone who drives past or happens to be walking there dog can now see my dick. Hanging halfway out of my pants. Sophia then says “why don’t you go into that dark room over there lay down and jerk off it’s perfect. Look at it, I would hurry up before you get blue balls.” Sophia then kisses me and I watch her get into her car and drive off.

At which point I cut my losses go into the dark room and jerk off. At, this time I was so infatuated, in love and sexually unexperienced. That it didn’t once cross my mind that she did it on purpose. I never even thought about getting up and leaving. I geuss because I liked her so much.

We actually talked right after that. She even admitted to doing it on purpose and laughed about it. She told me that she told her friends and her new boyfriend about it.

She made fun of me for begging and dry humping that night because I was frustrated. Then, two weeks later she invited me to a party she was having. Pretty much making fun of me more and telling me all of her friends and new boyfriend were going to be there. Saying if I came to the party she was going to get me drunk and do it again in front of all her friends. So that they could see what she was talking about. After, she told me that. I chose not to go to the party.

I was still young with little sexual experience compared to her. So, I still tried to pursue her for about five to six months after the conversation about the party. I felt I was in love with her. We wound up getting into a big fight where I finally snapped and went off on her. I spoke my mind and really hurt her feelings. We didn’t talk for about six years after the argument.

(I believe this is where many of my kinks stemmed from. Because I did not have them prior to this experience.)

side note: sorry about the spelling and grammar. spelling was never a strong suit. Plus, I wrote this on a cell phone. Hope that doesn’t make it unbearable to read.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/10mucii/mf_i_fell_in_love_but_i_was_just_her_toy