[M] 21 I AM GOING TO HELL

I know it’s a long read. I hope that it is worth your time. Enjoy!

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So, my current ltr and I are going through a rough patch. I have been with her for a 3+ years and her family or friends have yet to meet me. In fact, her family hates me, and they don’t even know who I am. Simply said, things are very complicated, and I am very frustrated with the whole thing.

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Anyway…

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Last month I ran into a girl whom I became friends with last year in college. Shes an Arabic girl who is really sweet, funny and pleasant to talk to. She is religious, very composed as a person, and always wears loose clothing. I never really saw what her body looked like and never felt sexual towards her. She also knows my gf and is aware that we are dating.

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I have been running into her since October and naturally, we started texting again. One day, we met up at the library and we started talking. She told me how she wants to get in a relationship with someone. I asked her about the type of a guy that she would be into. This girl was describing me, so I kept asking her details. Slowly catching on, I told her that men like that are different. They want sex and given her religiousness; it wouldn’t be possible.

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And then… she went to the sex talk. She told me that she’s been horny recently and how all of her friends have had sex already and she hasn’t. I asked her about her sexual fantasies, and she said how she always wanted someone else to make her cum while she can’t breathe. She mentioned going out her mind because of her horniness. Listening to all of this was making me drool. But I kept my cool and just kept asking questions. She then started saying how she always wanted a guy to see her body and how that is never possible because she wears “ugly” clothes all the time because of religion. This all was surprising because she was always composed as a person, and girls never share this much information. But this conversation was stuck in my mind like a f*****ng thorn and wouldn’t just leave. I couldn’t stop thinking about what her body looked like

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Last week, I met up with her again at a cafe, having a casual conversation. She mentioned that she was struggling with one of her classes. Since I have already taken that class (and did pretty well lol) I decided to offer her my help at my place. We agreed on that weekend.

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Come Friday, she came over to my place. When I let her in, I smelled the lavender and knew she just took a shower. She was wearing a long skirt (up to her ankles) and a loose hoodie. We went into my room, and we started doing work. Once we finished, we were having coffee and she was sitting on my bed with her feet facing me while I was in my chair. I got curious about how her body looked like which I never thought of until our past conversation.

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I couldn’t resist, so I pretended to drop my pen and peaked a little under her skirt on my way up. I think she noticed but didn’t say anything. At this point we were talking about life in general. the conversation eventually turned towards my ltr. I told her everything. She was comforting and told me how everything is going to work out. She said how her sexual frustration was the same as my frustration. I told her it was different because she can do something about her frustration.

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She was caught by surprise when I made this comment and asked me what I meant. I told her she could show her body to someone if she really wanted to. She was very hesitant and mentioned how she can’t be getting naked in front of me if that’s what I was trying to say. But I told her she didn’t technically have to. She could just pull her clothes back and make it look tighter. She gave me a smile and paused. I told her “Come on, it’s now or never.”

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She agreed, pulled her skirt and her hoodie back. My gooooddd I was so surprised by the way she looked. I could never imagine. This girl was curvy. Her hips were wide as hell. I asked her to turn around and do the same thing. This girl had one of the biggest/nicest asses I have ever seen. She asked me what I thought of it? Let’s just say, I didn’t lie in my opinion. I asked if I could touch and She walked nervously closer, and I put my hand over her skirt on her hips and was just feeling her leg down.

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Then I put my finger under her skirt and started running my hand back up again. She had smooth skin and smelled really nice. I look up at her and she was staring at me so nervously. I asked her if she liked what I was doing, and she said yes. I pulled her closer, kissed her stomach and unclipped her skirt. I told her to let go and her skirt dropped. Never in any of this, I thought of how wrong this was btw.

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I grabbed her hand and pulled her on my bed. She was staring into my soul, so I kissed her. I was groping her thighs/massaging her neck and we were making out. And then I ran my finger down her stomach into her panties and she stopped. I asked her if she is ready to see how it feels and she said yes again. I started gently playing with her clit and this girl got wet very quickly.

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We got under the sheets; she took off her hoodie and i pulled down her pants. I wanted to show her what eating out looks like, so I started eating her pussy. She tasted really fucking good and I could hear her moaning which made me harder and harder. By the time I made her cum, I could see her cum dripping out of her pussy.

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When I got up, I can tell she started to feel more relaxed. She then asked me to take off my pants because she wanted to see a real dick for the first time. I did as she asked. And then she wanted me to put it in. I asked her if she was fully sure about this and next thing you know I started slowly going in. I could tell she wasn’t lying when she said she was a virgin. Once I broke her in, I kept going a little faster. I could see the flames in this girls eyes. She said that she wanted this for so long. Her pussy was leaving her cum on my dick which was turning me on even more. I don’t think I have had such passionate sex before.

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After we finished, we were cuddling, and I asked her how she felt about it. She said it was a lot better than she imagined and how she wants to do it again. I said that we can keep this going as long as it’s our secret, and she agreed. I am seeing her again this weekend and she wants to try riding my cock for the first time ever. I know I ruined a kind, religious girl and idk how I feel about the whole situation. But let’s see where this goes.

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I hope it was worth your while.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/ys2acq/m_21_i_am_going_to_hell