[F] Deepthroat lessons become life lessons

For those who follow me, you know I have been putting my Deepthroat skills to task with a sexy friend for the past few months. I have basically become a master of the craft and the journey has been amazing.

At the exact same time I started with my deepthroat lessons, I had decided to finally quit drinking for good (one really didn’t have anything to do with the other, but that’s how it played out). It’s been very eye opening to live my life through a clear and sober lens these past 4 months.

As I drove to accompany my special friend for a late night throaty call, my thoughts searched through my memory to the last time I had done something like this (driven to a man’s house late night because I’m horny) and it occurred to me that I had done this frequently as a drinker. It made me a little sick to my stomach at first, but then I put myself in the present moment, and realized that I had made a conscious and logical choice to do this today simply because it makes me happy. Giving pleasure to such a kind and deserving person makes me genuinely feel so good. It literally gets me off to get HIM off.

Deep and I are not decidedly exclusive, so I have been out on a few dates here and there to get out of the house and have some fun and socialize. I recently had an opportunity to showcase my newfound skills on someone else, and was deeply disappointed with the outcome (for multiple reasons I’m not getting into now). I know now without a doubt that the only cock I want in my throat is his, and it is awesome to have such certainty for once in my life. The clarity of mind and ability to make rational decisions is a whole new concept for me.

As I continued driving, my throat became parched as I thirsted at the thought of having him soon. I was craving it so badly by the time I finally pulled into the driveway. He greeted me at the door and showed me inside. We went through the ritual of smoking a bowl and catching up, comparing session notes and coming up with ideas for the impending shoot.

Once we had a plan, we put it into action. One of my favorite parts about our sessions is the beginning, using my mouth to take him from soft and limp to rock hard and throbbing. Feeling it slowly grow in my throat is an amazing sensation, and it turns me on so much to get it so big. I like to trace the veins on his cock with my tongue and cup my lips around the base. Using my neck and throat muscles to stroke him while he holds back my hair and fondles my breasts, we seem to be in perfect sync.

The feeling when my throat self-lubricates and mixes with his precum is otherworldly. It becomes a slobbery mess with slimy strings going everywhere and the sounds of the gagging and squishing carry him further to the edge. I feel him shake and shudder with pleasure and I anticipate the taste of his cum dripping down my throat. We both become ravenous and move with eachother like a dance until he can’t hold back any longer. The cum hits my throat and I let it slowly trickle down, being cognizant of how good it tastes and feels going down.

We went for 30+ minutes this session and every second was amazing. When I’m truly present in the moment, I completely lose myself in his cock and the sensations it creates within me. Sometimes I never want it to end. I have found that with my sobriety, this is one activity that truly fulfills my sexual nature and it’s incredibly refreshing to not be numbed by alcohol any longer.

I’m not exactly sure what this relationship I have with Deep is, but I do know it’s not like anything else I have ever experienced in my lifetime. Being sober helps me enjoy and appreciate it to it’s full extent, and gives me motivation to continue pursuing gratification on a genuine and tangible level with a wonderful partner that makes me feel completely at ease. It’s as much self gratification as it is pleasing him. Life throws all kinds of crazy shit at us, and it’s nice that I have found someone and something that gives me balance.

It’s been an amazing experience to be fully present in my own life, body and mind. Being honest, kind, genuine, and open and feeling truly comfortable in my own skin is an unexpected benefit from taking a chance on deepthroat lessons with a sexy stranger. I am changed forever for the better for trusting my gut and going outside my comfort zone. It’s given me a new perspective and way to look at myself. I never could have imagined what seemingly innocuous deepthroat lessons would bring to my life. Thanks, Deep. And thank you sobriety. Life is good.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/y476gz/f_deepthroat_lessons_become_life_lessons