Before I start I must say that I’ve had a gf 3 years ago and just kissed each other and touched a little bit with our clothes on!
Now I’ve turned 18 and as gift I got a massage coupon and wanted to try it out. So I went to the massage center and turns out all the female masseuse were booked and once the coupon was redeemed it couldn’t be given back! So now I had no other choice but to settle with a male who was gay! As a masseuse…
He asked me to remove my clothes and lie down too me being shy af I kept my underwear on and lied down…
He came in he started massaging my legs and my back and it relaxed me sm! And all I could think was what if I had a female masseuse it would have been heaven!!! Soon later he asked me if I could remove my under wear as well so I lifted my ass up and he took my underwear down now I can feel my dick on the bed and his hand massaging my ass….tbh it felt really good. I couldn’t stop but think he was the only person except my family to ever see me naked!!
The real thing starts now! So I’m straight and ik that I am I’ve tried watching gay porn to test myself and it didn’t work soo I believe I’m straight!
The masseuse now asked me to turn around and started massaging my legs and the area btw my thighs he made sure not to touch my balls or dick and he didn’t but the amount of stress free I was and how relaxed I was initiated a blood flow to my dick and I had a semi boner and I’m pretty sure the masseuse noticed it but he made me feel comfortable abt it pretty sure that it’s very normal for all kinds of masseuse to have this with all male customers…
But he saw my semi through the towel and asked if I wanted a hand job and at the same time I was thinking if a female masseuse would have seen my semi and would have said this I’d have said yes….
But to him I said no cause of obvi reasons!! (I’m straight)
But now I’m thinking that do all the masseuse offer a hand job when they see their client having a boner?
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/whos2b/my_first_massage_experience
My advice in the moment would have been, take the handjob and see if you enjoy it. It’s the kind of thing that grows your mind by freeing you to experience what your body likes. If you don’t like it after you try it once, that’s ok.
No not all offer a handjob. That’s a massage with happy ending, illegal in most countries I guess. But you should probably never say no to a handjob. I am straight and wouldn’t have said no. 😉
If you have to watch gay porn to see if you’re straight, maybe you aren’t quite as straight as you think. Either way, just be happy with who you are