Fiancé wanted to see an old sex video of me and an ex

My fiancé admitted to me that he thought it would be hot to see an old sex tape of me with an ex. I actually didn’t have any, at least not anymore. I told him I would look and maybe I would find something. I did look. I ended up digging old computers and phones out of the garage just to see if something was saved on one of those. Nothing. I had deleted them. The idea started to spread through my thoughts in a naughty way and I came up with an idea.

A few days later I contacted my ex. Maybe he had one? He is a jerk, which is why I left him. He bragged that he knew I would come crawling back. Ugh! I hung up without even asking him. I tried to forget about it, but I really wanted something to show my fiancé. I was really turned on by the idea. I called him a few days later and this time managed to suffer through his ego to ask him. He laughed. I could tell he was amused.

“Yeah, I have something for you, but you will have to stop by”

I was so nervous to go back over to his place. I haven’t spoken to him since I met my fiancé. I went. He answered the door and looked me up and down,

“Look who has come crawling back!”

Ugh! I hated to hear him say that. It wasn’t like that at all. I was out of his league, he has a dead end job, no aspirations in life, other than to get drunk with his buddies, every weekend, play pool and video games. I was a successful business owner and engaged to be married. He had checked that “bad boy” box for me a few years back. It was nothing more than a fling that lasted far too long.

I ignored his sophomoric taunts and told him I only wanted the one thing. I came because he told me it was the only way he would send me the video.

He pulled it up on his Smart TV.

I was shocked to see the still of it. I protested; “No need to play it! Just send it to me”

“Oh what fun is that? You obviously want to see it, that’s why you asked”

I admitted to him why I actually wanted it. He laughed again. It was more sinister this time. He pressed play despite my discomfort with the whole situation.

Now there I was!

Watching myself, on my knees, begging for my ex to let me take his cock in my mouth. I could feel my face getting bright red. It was overwhelmingly embarrassing to watch as I begged for his cock. In the video he teased me with it, holding it just out of my reach so I would crawl to him. I did. When I took him in my mouth I could hear myself in the video let out a mouth filled moan of satisfaction. I was younger in the video, but not noticeably, just a few years. I was like an animal. It was how wild I was, how enthusiastic and brazenly passionate that I did not really recognized.

That’s when I felt it. Oh no. It took over me, I had let down my defenses for a moment and watching myself in the video, seeing me devour his massive cock started to give me that tingle. I could feel myself getting really turned on. Dangerously aroused. I should look away, I had to say something;

“Enough! We don’t get to watch this together, just give it to me and delete it, you don’t get to watch this anymore!”

“Ok, relax. It’s just one more time, and if I didn’t still have it, you wouldn’t be able to use it to turn on your new man with a video of you so hungry for my cock.”

He didn’t turn it off, and I couldn’t look away. I needed to, but I just couldn’t. I needed him to turn it off, but he didn’t. So, I stared longer. I watched him strip off the long shirt of his that I was wearing, exposing that I am wearing nothing. In the video I took a short break from his cock to pose nude as he continued to record. I was so naughty, and playful. This is a side of me that I haven’t known for a while. I was in shock watching how sexually rambunctious I was.

It went on and he taunted me further as I was glued to the screen. He called me naughty; I should have walked out. “Oh yeah baby, you loved my cock! That’s really why you are back, you want it in your mouth one last time. I think I was entranced by the video otherwise I would have smacked him, hard. That’s when I heard him say it “you are touching yourself you naughty little devil.”

I looked down. I am mortified! I was. I had gotten so horny and didn’t even realize what I had started. I was speechless. The video was ending. Of course, it was ending with him shooting his load all over my face. And with me loving it! I couldn’t believe I was watching myself; and touching myself! I tried to regain my composure, my knees were a bit week, and he was loving what it had done to me. I desperately wanted him to send it to me now so I could run out of there.

Then the words on the screen sent a shock through me. “Deleted” How could he?! This can’t be!? I lunged at him in a rage, but he just grabbed my hands. I was so mad! Then he kissed me. I was still so worked up, so confused. I pulled back, but he kissed me again. This time the emotional flashback from the video, from being here with him, and from feeling his lips, blurred everything. I kissed him back, not knowing why or even able to stop.

“We will just have to make a new one” he said, so menacingly. Of course, I knew it was wrong. Of course, I knew he was a total asshole. It’s to describe the effect watching me do that with had on me. I am going to walk out right now and pretend this never happened. He left the room for a moment, now was my chance. I didn’t look like a woman about to flee, standing in the middle of her ex’s living room with her hand still between her legs.

I felt like I was just about to head to the door, but my legs didn’t move. He came back in, suddenly it felt too late, I had missed my chance. He tossed me one of his old shirts.

Instead of leaving. Instead of slapping him, instead of cursing him out, I slowly pulled down my shorts, pulled of my blouse, and stripped naked. Right in front of him. He walked over to me, I put on his T-shirt and lowered to my knees. I gave him my phone. “Record this.”

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