[F]Swallowing Shame…..And A [M]Strangers Semen…..

This is a true story excerpt from my memoirs I’m currently writing. I figured, if 50 shades of grey can be successful so can my adventures…

……..As I rub on his cock through his boxers, I can slowly feel it thickening, he’s huge, I thought. Now slowly pulling his boxers down down, the tip of his cock gets caught on the elastic band of his boxers, I pull them down with a little force, and his cock flings up and sways up and down for a second. “Whoa”, I say with surprise, “How big is this?” As I grab it with one hand, he’s says, “about 9 inches”, I begin to slowly stroke his cock, I must admit to feeling nervous, his cock is easily the biggest I’ve handled. He’s verbally forceful as he commands, “Mouth! Now!”, feeling surprised, turned on, and a little intimidated, I put the head of his cock in my mouth, and massage the tip with my tongue, after about 10 seconds, “More mouth then that!” He says, sounding annoyed, I bob my head, plunging my face in his crotch and his cock in my mouth until I hit my gag reflex, I choke a little and pull back some. “Look at me!” He commands, I look up and make eye contact with him, with his cock still in my mouth, he pauses as if to savor the eye contact, and disappointingly shakes his head, “Not Impressed”, he says pitifully. I feel the following emotions in this order, embarrassment then annoyance, followed by a competitive nature determined to make him eat his words(and yes, I get the irony as I was currently eating his cock).

Fuel by a mix of those emotions, I begin to rapidly bob up and down making sure to suck every time I pulled back, he begins to grunt and moan with pleasure, admittedly I took pleasure in those grunts and moans, thinking not impressed my ass! I back off and pull his cock from my mouth, using my lips to grip around it, as I get to the head and pull with such force, a loud, “Pop” echoed out as his cock exits my lips. He takes two fingers, lifts his cock up to his stomach, squats and says, “Eat my balls”, I plunge my face into his testicles using my tongue to lick and move around his balls. I hear a disappointed sigh, and then a forceful, “put my entire ball sack in your mouth!” My index finger and thumb form a circle then I place them around the top of his ball sack, open my mouth wide and shove his whole sack in his mouth. “NOW use the tongue”, he commands, it’s not as easy now, as I don’t really have the room to maneuver my tongue, seeing as how my mouth is stuffed with his ball sack.

He says, “Look at me when you eat my balls”, I look up and we lock eyes with his ball sack in my mouth, he removes his fingers which lets his cock fall and it hits me in my face, it hurt a little bit, making a quiet smack sound. He chuckled, and repeated the motion, lifting his cock to his stomach, then releasing it, letting it smack me in the face, his 9 inch cock was thick, and I feel the weight of it as it lay on my face. He pulls his balls from my mouth, and like a baseball bat, grabs the base and smacks me HARD, in the side of the face with his cock, It hurt!, my head snapped to the side from the force. “Oww!” I proclaim, “That Hurt!”, I say annoyed, as he palms the back of my head and shoves his cock back into my mouth, “Oh, you’ll be fine”, he says nonchalantly, his uses his strength on the back of my palmed head, forcing me to dive up and down repeatedly on his now very hard and swollen cock(sorry quick question, is it just the guys I’ve been with or there really is a difference between a “hard” erection and like a “swollen cock ready to pop” erection?, Anyways…).

“Open your mouth and let the spit fall, I need it wet for this next part” he says, as I open my mouth allowing to his cock to hit my gag reflex with every stroke, “guug guug guug guug” the sounds coming from my mouth and throat. “Look at me!” he demands, we lock eyes and hold our gaze as his cock continues to forcefully engulf my mouth, I shed a tear from the assault on my gag reflex, as he says still maintaining eye contact, “crying won’t make you better, but we both deserve a treat.”

He starts vigorously thrusting his thick 9″ inch cock in and out my mouth, grunting in short angry breaths like a wild animal, my jaw begin to tire and hurt from the locked position and then suddenly, he let out two strong grunts…”uhh…uhhhh-” and froze halfway through his second grunt. I close my eyes, preparing to focus on my task at hand, I feel his warm cum on my tongue, it’s thick and sticky, as his semen lay on my tongue, I taste his essence, his cum is slightly tart with a certain sweetness to it, it was only a small amount. So along with his cock, I held his semen in my mouth with my usual plan in mind, guys that have cum in my mouth previously are usually treated to me showing them their cum in my mouth, using my tongue to play with it, guys really get turned on by that.

Meanwhile, because my eyes are still closed, I assume he noticed I held his cum in my mouth, because he then grunted out through gritted teeth, “Bad Move Stupid…!”, before I even had time to react, he once again palmed the back off my head. This time, he used so much strength, his cock pushed past the cum on my tongue, hit my gag reflex and forced it’s way past it, my stomach sucked in, I gagged, HARD! I felt the tip of his cock in my throat, it immediately throbbed and I felt it expand, blocking my airway, he then let out multiple angry grunts simultaneously while gripping and jerking the back of my head, I was overwhelmed by everything happening before I realized by the third ‘grunt and pump’, the cum which I had not swallowed yet, was just a tease.

Immediately, my throat became warm and full, I could feel the streaks of cum as they shoot out of his cock, one after another, full, warm, thick, cumshots. After about 20 seconds, I needed to breath, but couldn’t for two reasons, one, the whole head of his cock, was blocking my windpipe and two, there may have been room for air, but the cum I never swallowed was blocking it(he was right..”bad move, stupid”). I couldn’t pull his cock from my throat because of the force and grip he had on my skull, so I had no choice, I gagged hard and loud to open my throat, immediately inhaled hard, it released a sharp gasp in the air, “GASP!!” sucking the (the first)cum past the head of his cock and into my throat.

I release a forceful cough which ejected his now softening cock and a decent amount of cum out of my throat, with the cum landing back on his cock, I open my eyes just in time to hear, “That’s yours, stupid! Eat it!” He commands forcefully, still a little intimidated, but mostly embarrassed, I rush to clean the cum off his cock with my mouth, as I hear condescendingly, “I’m sure it’s good, but try not to choke the rest of that down….” I meet his eyes with embarrassment, “and the best part about this whole thing….”, as he continues on, “Is that you called me Mark earlier, I don’t know who that is, but when you see him, you can tell him what a strangers cum taste like…”, as he quickly exited the apartment and closed the door behind him. Feeling confused, used, and embarrassed, I slowly swallow the rest of his semen in my mouth…..along with my dignity……

Honestly, I have mixed feelings about this encounter, but I have to admit despite the confusing emotions, it was hot overall, which is why I decided to share it…well part of it……So what do you think?

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