I [M] told my friend [F] that I’m sexually attracted to her

My friend (let’s call her Lex) and I have known each other for almost a decade now. We are both 24 and we went to university together and have been very close for the last 7-8 years. We share almost all our secrets and our comfort level is very high. We have never dated each other (or probably even thought of it) but I have always found her extremely hot and have banged her multiple times in my head.

I moved to another country to pursue higher education but always go back home once a year to see fam and friends. This happened when I last visited home, just before the pandemic.

Just a brief description of my friend: She’s average height with legs for days. She got very small tits (an A cup) but her ass, jeez, is a thing of beauty. Not very big but very juicy and peachy. That may be because she’s an athlete. Her face is very pretty too, especially her lips which are luscious af.

Now a little bit about me: Average build (a few abs showing) and a fair-sized junk. The thing that stands out about me is probably my jawline.

So the story begins when I went back home for summer break.

As soon as I came out of the international arrival terminal, she lunged at me, giving me the biggest hug and ruffling my hair. I was so happy to see her and she was too. This is my best friend after all. My parents drove us back to our house where she stayed for lunch, wanting to know all about what I had done in the past year and teasing me about all the girls I might have been with (the number was 0, tbh).

Post lunch, she had to leave to go to her grandmother’s house, and on her way out, we decided we’d catch up as many times as we could before I had to go back. The next day, I received a text from her asking if I want to chill at her grandmother’s place with her in the afternoon. I said yes and went there. Her grandmother knew me well and we chatted for a few minutes. After that, Lex and I went upstairs to her room (which btw is very isolated and almost sound-proof) to laze around. As we kept talking, the topic somehow ended up at sex and our kinks. We both complained that our sex lives were pretty much non-existent. I have to mention, at that point, I noticed the clothes she was wearing. She was in booty shorts and a very small but loose-fitting T-shirt. The way she was sitting, her shorts rode up her legs a bit and I could just see the curve of her ass. After all this sex talk, I was feeling extremely horny, and seeing that it just got worse. I had a full-blown erection but thankfully, I was wearing jeans and it was not evident. Anyway, we went out to get food later and I did not give this much thought until later that evening everything changed.

After we came back from the food joint, we decided to watch a movie and we picked Friends with Benefits. Throughout the movie, all I could think of was banging Lex. After the movie was over, she randomly asked me, “Do you think best friends can be attracted to each other sexually?” I was kinda surprised when she asked me but I said yes. She said that she finds it hard to believe that it’s possible to have sexual feelings for someone after you’ve been friends for years and the relationship has been platonic throughout. At this point, I decided that it’s now or never and I may never get a chance to tell her how I feel about her. So, with a big gulp, I said, “I disagree. We have been friends for a decade now and I feel sexually attracted to you.” She was very surprised and looked at me with her eyes wide open. We just kept staring at each other and I was beginning to feel like I’m going to lose her. I apologized and said “Hey, look, I’m sorry, I should not have said it. I’m very sorry if I made you uncomfortable.” And then after another 5 seconds of her staring at me, she inched closer and kissed me!

I could not believe my luck. This woman that I have lusted for over half a decade is now making out with me. Our soft kisses turned into sloppy making out and soon she was sitting on my lap. I did not want to seem too desperate so I just rubbed her back and caressed her face as we made out. This went on for 10 mins ( or more who tf knows lol) and then she pulled away and gave me another look (like did we just do that look). But we had crossed a line already and once our hormones took over, there was no going back. She helped take my shirt off and before I knew it, I was taking her tee off, kissing her neck and chest. I unhooked her bra and her small titties had the puffiest nipples I had ever seen. They were begging for me to suck on them and pinch them. She moaned as I started to lick her nipples and gently nibble on them. My hands were just resting on her hip, waiting to grab her juicy bum.

She started to unbutton and pull down my pants. I helped by removing my underwear and she grabbed my dick and started licking and sucking it off. It felt so good to watch his mouth go and up and down my cock. Her BJ skills were decent and the sounds she made were just ASMR to my ears. I quickly got rid of her booty shorts and started fondling her ass as we again started making out. Her ass was extremely soft (as I imagined) but firm. I knew I had to fuck her or I’d go crazy. I asked her to lay down on her back and slowly penetrated her. Her pussy was so tight, it had my eyes rolling backward. I fucked her for a good minute before I realized I can’t hold it in anymore. She took my cock in her mouth and sucked a few times before I blew in her mouth. I had never cum so aggressively in my life and here I am, cumming buckets inside my best friend’s mouth. We both collapsed next to each other, staring at the ceiling. After a few minutes, I asked her if she’s okay. She said she’s feeling okay but was still in a daze. She said she needed a day or two to process this. I told her I’d leave her alone to think about this and that she could call me at any time to talk.

She called me two days later to tell me that she thought we should never ever date and that we’d risk losing our friendship. I fully agreed with her although I was sad I’d never get to grab that ass again. However, just before I left to go back to Uni, we hooked up one more time as a ‘last time we’re ever doing this’ thingy.

We’re still at almost the same level of comfort (it obviously impacted the friendship a fair bit) but I think we’ll get there eventually.

If you liked this story and/or my writing (the first attempt :)) please let me know. Any suggestion on writing is most welcome. Hope you like it!

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/mjw6l4/i_m_told_my_friend_f_that_im_sexually_attracted