A little too close to home? or is it?

I was younger when I first found my attraction to older men. In hind sight it was probably just an extension of my hypersexuality but back then I had no idea what it was or even how to control it. I was in my teens and my mom had gotten remarried to a super nice guy named Tom. Unfortunately, Tom had a complete asshole son Derek, that lived with him. Derek and I were in many of the same classes together including home room where he sat right behind me. He always made fun of me through my more plump and awkward years and as I never forgot about that. As I grew out of that phase I slimmed up, began running and developed a pair of attitudes that seemed to attract quite a bit of attention… especially from my stepdad Tom.

Tom was in his early 40’s and was quite handsome. He was well over 6 feet, large frame had that delicious olive tan skin color, light brown hair, piercing blue eyes, hit the gym nearly every day and a certain scruff on his beard that outlined his hard jaw line, but what really drew me in was his charisma. He was so damn sexy and sweet to me and always treated me like his own daughter, or maybe like his little princess. That’s probably what drew my flirty self towards him… I found myself oddly attracted and I did everything I could to get his attention. I would flirt endlessly… I would pressure him into letting me sit on his lap…. I would parade around in just my bra and panties…. I would let him catch me trying on some of mom’s cloths in the closet. I’d even go so far as to strip down to a t-shirt and panties and beg him for leg and back massages after track practice that would inevitably lead into some sort of wrestling match that would end in a tickle fight. I always laid a ton of seduction in on our play time and from time to time I’d catch him feeling me up or looking at me with some very naught thoughts. One time as we were wrestling, he pinned me on my back with my wrists on the floor over my head. He found himself between my legs when the reality of the position struck him, and he tried to stand up and get away. I wrapped my legs around him and held him right there so his cock was right where I wanted it. He just looked down at me and said calmly, alright, that’s enough. Awe, but Daddy… but why? I knew it drove him crazy and I loved the fact that it got me the attention I wanted, even though mom just laughed it off.

Years passed by and one weekend, I stayed the night at Tom and mom’s and I woke up Saturday Morning and made my way down stairs in my usual t-shirt and panties, grabbed a small cup of coffee and walked out on the back deck with mom as she read the newspaper. I sat in the little whicker love seat next to her and sipped my coffee, trying to get the cobwebs out. Mom asked, what’s your plans today? My usual sassy, I don’t know followed. Mom said she had some things to do during the day and She and her friends were going out tonight. I continued to sip my coffee, but I remember thinking to myself, if your going out… why am I here? I tried to swallow that hurt abandoned feeling; but I just couldn’t. As the day wore on, I stayed around the house doing some homework and helping Mom. In the late afternoon I told mom, if your going out, just take me home. Mom gave me excuse after excuse and finally guilted me into staying and I kind of resented her for it. I didn’t have my license yet so I was kind of stuck. I could have called Dad and he would have picked me up in a minute, but I didn’t want to hurt moms’ feelings and make her feel alienated like she made me feel. So, I stuck it out. All that ran through my mind was Fuck I didn’t want to deal with Derek…. And then low and behold Derek walked in and told my mom that he was staying over one of his friend’s house and I was in my happy place. Still to this day I hate that fucking cocky condescending asshole.

I regress… The evening wore on and Mom went out with her friends and Tom and I ate pizza and watched TV. He asked, want to watch a movie? I was like sure… He went to town and brought back a couple DVD’s one of which was a horror movie The Faculty. Tom was always into horror and I never understood it… But I held back my opinion and I popped some popcorn and got into my PJ’s. He and I sat on the couch and the movie started. A couple of scenes in, the tenseness in the movie began to escalate and I could feel the anxiety build in me and I covered my face with the blanket that was draped over my lap. Tom’s arm was on the back of the couch and I eased my way next to him and he wrapped is arm around me. I could smell his familiar musk; his scent, it filled my nose and made my legs tingle as I curled up in the nook of his arm. He held me close as the scene intensified, and I felt his hand come to rest on my hip and ass cheek.

I was a bit distracted by this and suddenly my focus wasn’t on the movie anymore, it was on him. I curled up closer to him as the scene once again intensified and I pulled the blanket up over his lap and placed my hand on the inside of his thigh. He didn’t move and I could feel the sweat pant material between my fingers, and I squeezed his leg with every scary moment. His hand moved around from my hip around my belly and slid under my shirt and he softly caressed my tummy with his thumb as he held me close. It was at that point that I realized exactly how turned on he made me. Scene after scene played and my flirting became more apparent and at one point I sat directly on his lap sideways with my back against the arm of the couch. He seemed uncomfortable and apprehensive at first but put his arm around me anyways. His other hand he put on my knee under the blanket. He squeezed my knee to try to tickle me a bit and then slowly squeezed my leg higher and higher up my thigh playfully tickling the whole way. I eased my way down a bit so my pussy was directly on his cock and I could feel how it was growing. I leaned back against the arm and opened myself up to him. His hand slid up my leg and brushed against my pussy and came to rest on my belly. We didn’t speak a word. I placed my hand over his and squeezed it as his thumb caressed my skin. Do you want me to stop he asked? I took his hand and slid it up under my t-shirt and put it on my boob and said, what do you think? He squeezed my boob hard and kneaded one and then the other running his thumb back and forth across my tender nipples. My pussy was screaming for attention and I could feel my wetness dripping. I eased my way down further across his lap, so my head was resting on the arm of the couch and I pulled my arms over my head. I looked up at him making eye contact and his blue eyes looked into my soul. I felt myself begin to pant as he changed hands and his right hand made its way down my body ever so slowly and began to caress my legs through my PJ’s. His other hand continued to massage and tease each nipple causing me to moan deeply and loudly. Please… is all I said. I could feel his hard cock poking in the small of my back and his hand slowly slid up my leg and found my hot throbbing mound between my legs. His first touch sent shivers up my spine and gave me goose bumps. I wanted this… I needed this… His hand cupped my pussy and his middle finger pushed my PJ’s into the wetness and I knew he could feel it. He teased me like that for quite a while before he boldly slid my PJ bottoms down and realized I didn’t have panties on. Oh, such a naughty girl, he said, as his strong fingers probed every inch of my soaked needy pussy. He knew exactly what I wanted, he knew exactly how to make me feel good and at one point he pulled his finger from my pussy and made me lick myself from his finger. I was ferocious…. Then his hand returned to my dripping cunt and slid it down a little further and circled my ass. Nervousness set in and all he said was relax baby girl, in his deep baritone voice, relax… I’ve never been, and I stopped. It’s ok baby girl, he dipped his finger back into my pussy and I said, yes… please and as quickly as he pushed it in, he pulled it out and slid it into my ass. Oh god I screamed… as he moved it deeper and deeper. I was totally expecting pain but what I felt was nothing of the sort. I arched my back and rolled my hip, oh god yes! Yes! He fingered my ass and somehow his other fingers reentered my pussy as his thumb brushed back and forth against my super sensitive clit. I was right there… ready to cum… he knew exactly what he was doing and loved watching me contort my body to his every movement.

I reached down and slid myself over and grabbed his big full cock in my hand and held it. He didn’t stop me as I reached into his sweatpants. It was huge and I wanted to see it. I wasn’t sure what to do with it exactly, but I knew I wanted it. I wasn’t a virgin, but I certainly wasn’t experienced either. I didn’t know what he would like but I so wanted to make him feel as good as he was making me feel. His hand continued to play all the right notes down below as his other hand became a bit more aggressive on my nipples pinching them and pulling them. Fuck it was amazing…. Suddenly he picked me up and laid me on the couch, pulled off my PJ bottoms and tossed them aside and took my toes in his mouth sending shivers up my legs that landed directly in my pussy. He sucked and bite each toe over and over as he kneeled in front of me with the tip of his cock poking out through his waist band of his sweatpants. He slowly kissed his way up my legs and made his way to my needy pussy and kissed my clit and took it in his mouth. Oh, fuck I thought as his tongue probed me deeply and he sucked my clit into his mouth and did something with his tongue that made me grab the couch in sheer ecstasy. Fuck, this man had talent… he would repeatedly bring me so close to orgasm and then slowly bring me down without ever stopping. I’ve never felt anything like this… It was pure, it was raw, it was hot! He pushed my legs up and buried his tongue deep in my pussy sucking out all my wetness and swallowing it. Then he licked my ass and tongued it and it felt amazing as well and then he moved back to my clit and somehow, he had left his finger in my ass and then two of them… then three. I felt so full and screamed, fuck yes as he brought me to orgasm right there. Wave after wave of bliss slammed against me and my body contorted, and I tried to push his face away from my overly sensitive clit, but he overpowered me and made me cum a second time in his mouth. I curled up in a ball of convulsions and sweat as he laid next to me holding me.

Fuck I was a mess… I was in emotional chaos, the high of the excitement quickly crashed and I realized what I had done to my mother. I felt horrible and began to cry. What I didn’t realize was this truly scared Tom… His aftercare quickly turned to insecurity and wanting me to talk about it. He apologized up and down and tried to console me saying it was all his fault and he said, he would tell my mom and take whatever recourse there was. I was like Oh My God, no, do not… This is my fault. I knew exactly what I was doing, and this is exactly what I wanted. Tom held me close and brushed his finger through my hair saying things like you were amazing, you are very special, you are delicious…. I embraced his words and tried to relax as emotion after emotion hit me and then in a flash I realized, I completely ignored Tom’s needs.

I turned over toward him and wiped my tears in my t-shirt. His cock was poking me in the belly under the blanket and I slid my hand down to it. He held my wrist firmly. Don’t he said, just as my fingers touched it. Don’t… But why Daddy… Because we shouldn’t be doing this… But I want to. I’ve wanted to for a long time. I slid up on the couch and kissed him on the lips. Mom will never know Daddy… Please, I begged… He hesitated and then his lips melted into mine as his grip on my wrist faded. I reached back down and took his cock in my hand and tried to wrap my hand around it, but I couldn’t. I lifted the blanket to get a better view and pulled his sweatpants down. He gasped as my hand wrapped around his cock and slid down his length. He grabbed and held my wrist again and looked at me. Are you sure? Mmhhmm I’m very sure! In all honesty, I had no idea. All I knew was I wanted him in my hands, in my mouth, in my pussy. I stroked him the way I thought he would want to be stroked… Then I felt his hand guide my hand up and down his length and he pulled the entire blanket off of us. I watched how he guided my hand and how he had me squeeze a little and twisted my hand at the tip. His hips thrusted just a little with every stroke and his breathing became very deep in my neck. He pulled my hand to his mouth and spit in my hand which coated his cock and resumed the motion groaning deeply. He slid his body over, so he was lying flat on his back and raised his hands over his head resting on the arm of the couch. I tugged at his sweats and pulled them down and laid next to him and just admired to view for quite a while still stroking him so slowly just the way he taught me. His cock was massive and so heavy in my hand as I squeezed it drawing the blood into his swollen head causing it to look like it was ready to burst. He slid up on the couch and his cock was near my face. Want to kiss it he asked? Yes… I pulled it toward me and kissed the tip. I could smell his musk now and it intoxicated me. My face flushed, my lips went a bit numb and my heart raced. Lick it he said… I licked the tip gently and held the base of his cock firmly. I could feel his heartbeat in it as I licked it like a lollipop from the base to the tip. His head fell back, and he said suck on it…. I opened my mouth wide and took him into my mouth trying to mimic the motion of my hand but with my mouth. His breathing labored and his hands guided my head up and down and twisting as he fucked my mouth. Deeper and deeper he pushed little by little and I could feel my gag reflex begin to want to make me pull my head away, but somehow, he knew and pulled out of my mouth just enough, so I didn’t. Then he would push himself deeper again and push past that reflex of mine and I could feel him enter my throat. I was nervous at first as I couldn’t breathe but he let me come up and breathe through my nose before forcing my head back down. Over and over he fucked my mouth sliding deeper and deeper until his balls were smashed against my chin. He finally let me up and I could barely catch my breath as saliva dripped from my mouth all over his throbbing flinching cock. I gasped and coughed as he began to stroke his cock right in front of me. He pulled a clear thick fluid from the tip of his swollen cock on his index finger and fed it to me, I lapped at it… suck it he said. I wrapped my lips around his finger and sucked it clean. He took me by the hand and pulled me up, so I was straddling him. I knew what he wanted, and I suddenly wasn’t sure that was what I wanted. He could sense my nervousness and pulled me up more, so I was sitting on his belly. He reached down and slowly stroked my clit as I continued to wipe the saliva and tears from my face. I ground down on his thumb and rolled my hips and I could feel my wetness coat him. He pulled thumb up and placed it on my lips and I sucked my pussy juice from him. He returned down to my clit stroking it as my pussy slid up and down his belly. He pulled my shirt up and over my head with his other hand and softly began kneading my nipples by rolling them between his finger and thumb, pulling, twisting and pinching them harder and harder. I could feel it deep in my arm pits that slowly migrated down deep into my pussy and clit bringing me so close. I slid down lower and felt his cock push against my pussy. I let him slide under me and guided my pussy over top and slid back and forth on it. He pulled me by my nipples down to him and our lips met again in a feverish kiss and his hands grasped my ass cheeks and his cock head pressed against my pussy lips sliding inside me little by little. I couldn’t say a word as our mouths were tangled together. All I knew was, with every second his cock reached deeper and deeper into me and the apprehension soon melted away to need and desire as he stretched me. He pulled me down upon his cock and he hit parts of me that have never been hit before. My legs began to shake as thrust after thrust pushed deep against my cervix. I grasped the couch and tried to control my orgasm as wave after wave again hit me like a sledgehammer. I couldn’t catch my breath… I couldn’t form a coherent thought… and the only words I could mumble were Oh God into Tom’s mouth. His pace increased and his cock plunged deeper and deeper as orgasm after orgasm hit me. I was out of my mind as he held me against his chest as beat my pussy from below. I felt a flow deep in me that felt like I was going to pee, and I couldn’t control it. I tried to warn him… Daddy please stop I muttered into his mouth, but he didn’t stop fucking me. If anything, he fucked me harder with deep solid thrusts as his balls smacked against my asshole. Fuck Daddy…. I said, and couldn’t control it any longer and I let go and I thought I peed all over him in a huge rush of orgasmic bliss and such tight pussy contractions that forced me to pee in squirts all over his belly. I shook and quivered as he whispered in my ear…. Are you protected? Protected I asked? Are you on the pill? I am… Good he said and grabbed a fist full of my hair and pulled my head back lifting me from his chest. His cock penetrated deeper as I sat on him and I watched his chest flush with blood as the veins in his arms began to bulge as he held my hips in place. I felt him thrust one last time and he let out a loud deep primal moan as I felt him fill me full of his hot cum. I was startled by his power and his strength as he squeezed me and pulled me down into him. He thrusted hard a couple more times and with every thrust I could feel him fill me more and more until his cum shot from my pussy as he fucked me. I collapsed on top of Tom and I felt his cock pulsate deep in me for several minutes continually filling me. I laid my head on his chest and his breath and his heart rate slowed as his cock went limp in me. I was spent. I had never cum that hard or that many times before in my life. I looked up at him and said… thank you Daddy!

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