A Taste of College; Chapter 1: The Discord Server Queen [OC] [Bisexual] [female perspective] [female gamers] [masturbation]

“You should join our Discord server,” Mack said after class. He was eyeing my drawing of Teemo on my notebook, which should’ve been covered with notes from statistics class. It seemed to catch him off guard that I knew what League of Legends was because he never paid any attention to me before.

“What’s your number?” he asked.

This should’ve be an easy question to answer… *God, how could I forget my phone number?!* My hands started to feel sweaty. I can’t remember the last time a guy asked me for my number.

“Relax,” he laughed, “it’s not that kind of Discord.”

He handed me his phone.

“Put your number in there and I’ll send you an invite to the server.”

———–

I haven’t been on too many Discord servers since people tend to be aggressive. I joined a book club, a girl gamers server, and of course, an Animal Crossing server. Now that I think about it, I couldn’t wait to get home, hop into something more comfortable, and play some Switch.

“Damn, harder day in class than usual?” a voice chuckled as I shut the door behind me.

My roommate, Rika, was perched on her computer chair, with a lollipop sticking out of her mouth. She had a headset with pink LED lights and kitty cat ears.

“No…” I replied, putting my books on my bed. I quickly pulled off and untangled myself from the uncomfortable clothes I had on and dove into an old, t-shirt.

My *favorite* shirt, with the words NEOSTEAM written across it – from a Steampunk MMORPG I played when I was a teenager. Rika thought it was funny that I loved fandom shirts so much because, as she said, it was the “only time I ever showed my personality.”

“I’m gonna be out watching a movie with some folks from bio class today,” Rika said. I could hear the lollipop grind against her teeth as she curled her tongue around her candy. She maneuvered the lollipop against inside her mouth, nonchalantly, as she frantically clicked her mouse. Her focus seemed aggressive, but that’s who Rika is… *intense.*

“FUCK!” she yelled, slamming her mouse on the table. My body tensed up- I still haven’t gotten used to her random bursts when she dies in-game, even though we’ve lived together for three months. “Anyway,” she continues as if nothing happened, lips smacking as she plucked her lollipop out of her mouth, “We’re gonna see some action flick and then hit up that wing place down the street. You wanna tag along? It’ll be fun.”

Of course, it would. Anything Rika does is fun. She’s a living anime character and the rest of us would be so lucky to be in her presence… but I don’t mean it *like that*. Rika is also one of the nicest people I’ve ever met. I’m just unsure what role I play in her world.

“It’s okay,” I responded leaning over my nightstand to move my Switch out of its charger. “Thanks anyway.”

“Suit yourself, kiddo.” Ironically, I was a few months older than her. She put her headphones down and threw on a pair of ripped, black jeans. I turned my game on but couldn’t help from staring at her out of the corner of my eye as she ran her fingers through her blue hair in front of the mirror. She stamped a tiny black heart under her left eye and smiled, Instagram ready.

When Rika finally left, I snuggled into bed, ready to play some Animal Crossing.

*Bzzt! Bzzt!* A quiver coursed through my body as my phone vibrated. I forgot that I tucked the phone between my legs when I reached over to get my Switch.

I grabbed the phone and pressed it against my clit. I’ll admit that it felt nice when it vibrated since it was so unexpected, and putting a little pressure on it should relieve the tension.

*Bzzt! Bzzt!* I jumped. I wasn’t expecting *another* text, especially so soon.

“Here’s the Discord invite…” a text read from a number I didn’t recognize. Then another message, “Wups, forgot to send the link. Here it is.” Oh, this must be Mack.

Suddenly, I felt a little embarrassed that I was borderline touching myself because of his texts.

I hope he never finds out.

———–

*-> Look out! Lilixo has arrived!*

*GamerPro: no one builds like that its stupid*

*BerryBacoBoom: ur stupid*

Oh wow… how do I get out of here?

This was a mistake.

I just told Rika I wasn’t interested in socializing and it didn’t occur to me that I was doing the exact same thing by joining a Discord of strangers I didn’t know.

I’m not sure which one is more terrifying.

*MackaLacka: hey lilixo! lilian from statistics class right?*

*BerryBacoBoom: oooo we got another girl in here? post pic*

*MackaLacka: dude*

*MackaLacka: we’re about to start a match if you want to join in. don’t worry about this asshole, he’s never gotten his dick wet before*

*GamerPro: daaaaayum son*

*BerryBacoBoom: lolk*

*Merlose the Overlord: piss off, this is why girls never stay in this server*

*BerryBacoBoom: yes your majesty im sorry your majesty*

*GamerPro: WHATEVER U SAY UR MAJESTY*

*Merlose the Overlord: anyway, welcome lilixo. what do u like to play?*

I wasn’t sure how to respond. Would it be rude if I just left the server or told Mack that I wasn’t sure how to use the app? I mean, I have a profile picture and figured out how to join… he would probably see through the lie.

*Merlose the Overlord: hey, I’m sorry about baco. he’s doesn’t socialize with girls IRL much so he gets weird lol. it’s nice to have another girl around here though. you wanna queue up sometime?*

This person sent me a private message. Uh-oh. What do I do now? Also… *another girl?* What did that mean? Were that only a few girls here? Was this person a girl?

*Lilixo: I mostly play support but I’m not that good.*

I also felt like I should add…

*Lilixo: Sorry*

*Merlose the Overlord: lol about what? im the one that should be sorry some of these guys are jerks. you go to school with mack? he’s pretty dope.*

*Lilixo: yeah he saw me drawing teemo today and told me I should join his league of legends discord. im sorry if im intruding*

*Merlose the Overlord: you’re fine! teemo huh? don’t tell me you support with that little turd*

*Lilixo: i main soraka but i think teemo is really cute*

*Merlose the Overlord: that’s not too bad. i love Katarina and sometimes Darius, but if im feeling like a troll, it’s gonna be a Shaco game lol*

*Lilixo: oh you sound like you’re really good at this game*

*Merlose the Overlord: let’s just say these guys might talk a big game but they know who the queen bee is*

*Lilixo: you’re a girl too?*

*Merlose the Overlord: shhh…* ?

That was relieving. For some reason, knowing that she’s also a female made me feel a lot better. They seemed to respond to her and respect her so maybe this Discord server isn’t all bad.

*Merlose the Overlord: so you gonna show me that teemo drawing?*

*Lilixo: you really wanna see it?*

*Merlose the Overlord: yeah!*

*Lilixo: babyteemo.jpg*

*Merlose the Overlord: that’s pretty damn cute*

*Lilixo: thanks. do you do any art?*

*Merlose the Overlord: I cosplay sometimes, but it’s not the sexy kind of cosplay that the guys would probably want to see.*

*Lilixo: id love to see if you feel like sharing*

*Merlose the Overlord: of course!*

*Merlose the Overlord: toplesstongueout.jpg*

*Merlose the Overlord: omg shit*

*Merlose the Overlord has removed a message*

*Merlose the Overlord: I am SO SO SO SORRY*

I gasped. I wasn’t sure what to say. She had accidentally sent me a photo (of herself?) topless with her tongue out, licking the tip of her finger. Her hair was red like fire with a face and body lightly covered with freckles.

My clit tensed up, knowing that we weren’t finished from earlier.

*Lilixo: is that you?*

*Merlose the Overlord: yeah lol, im so sorry. I have an onlyfans page that I sometimes post nudes on to make extra cash. paying for college and all that. im really sorry, i seriously didn’t mean to send that*

*Lilixo: you’re really beautiful*

*Merlose the Overlord: aw shucks. none of the guys have seen anything like this because I try to protect my reputation as a female gamer. I don’t want people watching my streams for my looks or anything.*

I started to feel really distracted. I kinda wished that she didn’t delete the photograph because it definitely turned me on… wait. What am I thinking?! I’m not even attracted to girls!

*Merlose the Overlord: i bet you’re pretty cute yourself. that’s probably why mack told you to join. these guys are all the same.*

Was she… flirting with me?

*Lilixo: not really. I’ve never had a boyfriend or anything like that*

*Merlose the Overlord: that just means that guys are too shy to talk to you. i bet you’re gorgeous*

*Lilixo: nooooo lol*

*Merlose the Overlord: prove it*

*Lilixo: you’re gonna stop talking to me once you see me lol*

*Merlose the Overlord: prooooove it*

*Lilixo: haha how*

*Merlose the Overlord: well… I showed you mine… how about you show me yours?*

*Lilixo: mine?*

*Merlose the Overlord: yknow picture. i mean, it doesn’t have to be a naked one… unless you want to lol.*

I gulped. I have never ever even kissed a boy let alone taken a naked photo and showed someone. On one hand, this is another girl so I feel better about showing her a photo over a guy… but what if she keeps the picture or makes fun of me? I also wanted her to think I was cool… this girl is everything that I wish I could be.

One picture wouldn’t hurt. It’s just two friends showing each other their boobs. It’s whatever, right?

*Merlose the Overlord: I’ll let you have another look at my picture, to make it even.*

I’m not sure how to even do this. I flipped my camera to selfie mode and lifted up my shirt. My boobs aren’t nearly as nice as her’s… mine are small A cups. Her’s were so full.

I took a few pictures and looked at them. Oh, I forgot to smile. Are you even supposed to smile for pictures like this? I don’t know. I picked out the one I liked the best and sent it to her.

*Merlose the Overlord: OMG*

Great. This is nerve wracking.

*Merlose the Overlord: I USED TO PLAY NEOSTEAM TOO! love the shirt and you’re way too hard on yourself. you’re cute. adorable.*

*Merlose the Overlord: toplesssqueezingboobs.jpg*

*Merlose the Overlord: as promised…*

*Lilixo: wow…*

*Merlose the Overlord: you like what you see?*

*Lilixo: i do… im sorry i never had anyone send me anything like this before*

*Merlose the Overlord: im glad i popped your discord nudes cherry lol.*

*Merlose the Overlord: can i ask you something private?*

*Lilixo: what?*

*Merlose the Overlord: you said you’ve never had a boyfriend before. has anyone ever made you cum?*

*Lilixo: …no*

I wasn’t sure where she was going with this.

A minute or two passes by, but it feels like forever. I started to feel stupid. What if she was screenshotting this? What if this was just a big joke?

*Merlose the Overlord: what if I made you cum?*

I stared at the words on the screen. What did she mean? How would she even do that? Did Mack know her in real life? I could feel my clit starting to throb. It’s been teased for the past hour and I haven’t taken care of it. This was getting unbearable.

*Merlose the Overlord is video calling you.*

*Merlose the Overlord: you don’t have to turn on your video, dont worry.*

Who is this girl and how is she doing this to me?! I accepted her video call and quickly put a piece of tape over my camera to make sure she couldn’t see me, even though my video was turned off.

“Hey… Lilian, right? From Mack’s statistics class.” She was even more beautiful on video than in her photograph. Her red hair laid against her fair, freckled skin. She was like a mermaid. I could see a colorful tattoo on one of her arms, too. She was sitting straight up on her gaming chair, in nothing but a black tank top that read “Insatiable” in red letters, and black underwear.

If only Mack knew what he started.

“Yeah,” I said.

“You even sound adorable,” she chuckled (it was more like a purr.) “Okay Lilian, I want you to get comfortable and prop me up somewhere you can see me.”

I put her against my water bottle on the nightstand. I have a perfect view of her.

“I want you to do exactly what I’m doing, Lillian,” she commanded. She sat up on her chair and leaned into the camera. She stuck a middle and ring finger in her mouth, twirled her tongue around them, and sat back to where she was before. She spread her legs as starts to rub herself over her black panties.

“Oh…” I let out a moan without meaning to. I start reaching into my own underwear, ready for this.

“I hope you’re staying outside of your panties, Lillian,” she says, “You’re not gonna get off the hook that easily.” She smirks, “Make sure your fingers are-” her eyes slightly roll back as she sighs, “nice as wet, rubbing your sweet pussy.”

I obey her and move my fingers back over my underwear. I lick my fingers, the way she did, and start rubbing my clit outside of my panties. As I remembered her swirling her tongue over her own fingers, I began wishing that it was my clit against her tongue.

“Now,” she continues, moving her panties to the side. She didn’t take them off, as if she was teasing me with only the view of what she wants me to see. Her pussy looked perfect and even through the Discord camera on my phone, I could see the pink peeking out as she spread her legs wider. “I want you to keep doing what you’re doing, but watch me as you’re doing it.”

She reaches off camera and pulls out a small silver vibrator. It was smooth, only a few inches long. The anticipation of watching the vibrator spread her pussy, was killing me a little bit. I started rubbing my clit a little more. My clit was definitely ready to orgasm soon, as it kept getting bigger and more sensitive beneath my panties.

I watched as she put the vibrator in her mouth and sucked on it. I could hear slurping the saliva off of her vibrator as she rubbed her pussy.

I was jealous of the vibrator. I wished I had a cock, for a second, just so I could feel the inside of her mouth and throat. I wish I could thrust myself inside her pussy and feel how wet she’d get while I fucked her. I’m not sure where all of these thoughts are coming from, but there’s no turning back now.

“Take off your panties,” she said, even though her’s were still on. “I want you to find something and put it in your pussy… unless you have a vibrator.” Of course, I didn’t… but Rika did. I accidentally found it in her underwear drawer when she told me I could borrow a pair of her knee socks.

“I have… something.”

“That works, make sure you get it nice,” she moaned, “and wet…”

I quickly grabbed Rika’s vibrating dildo. I wasn’t sure how to work it… there was the dildo which clearly went inside me, but then a smaller part coming out of it, that looked like rabbit ears… which fit right on top of my…

“Oh my god…” I whisper as I turned on Rika’s vibrator and slid it inside myself. The rabbit ears massaged my clit, like quick flicks of a tongue.

“I want you to keep fucking yourself, Lillian” she said. I watch hungrily as she turned on her vibrator, put the tip into her pussy, rubbed it, and then put it on her clit. It was lubricated with her cum and I wanted to taste her so badly.

She reached down with two fingers and started fingering herself as her vibrator hummed on her clit. Her beautiful face starts letting go… her eyes widen as she licks her lips. I could see her knees twitching. She must be getting close.

I keep fucking myself with Rika’s vibrator and I could feel both my pussy contracting, and my clit pulsing. This was incredible. Usually, I would rub my clit until I climaxed, but being touched from my G spot and my clit at the same time was a whole new experience.

“I- I can’t hold it anymore,” I yell as I feel everything build up. I couldn’t take my eyes off of her even as the waves of orgasm started to pull me in. I wanted to taste her fingers, to eat her pussy, to be inside her, to feel her tongue on me, for her to hold me down and fuck me with whatever she wanted-

I quickly shut off the vibrator as I was gasping. I had never cum so hard in my life. My sheets were destroyed, the vibrator was covered in cum, and my body was shaking. My pussy continued contracting as cum dripped down my thigh. I needed to put a hand over my clit to calm it down from pulsing so hard. Every part of my body felt amazing and even my ears were starting to ring-

*Bam!* The door slams open as Rika rushes in, “Fuuuck, I forgot the weed- HOLY SHIT LILIAN.”

**To be continued…**

Source: reddit.com/r/eroticliterature/comments/fv2scz/a_taste_of_college_chapter_1_the_discord_server