For 12 years I was married to a sexually insecure man with an average size cock. Towards the 9th year I found myself fantasizing about including a woman, getting fisted, more anal play and monster sized cocks.
When we split I was instantly hornier than ever. All I could think about was how I was free to have sex with anyone I wanted and within 2 weeks I hit the apps hard. I masturbated most nights to the thought of a women on my face or huge cock in my pussy.
That’s how I met Jared. He was foreign, kind and funny with a huge smile and a type of confidence that had its own type of sexy. I knew right away he was going to be my first fuck since my husband.
One night I decided it was the night. So I had a couple of drinks, shaved my legs, and went to his house.
Jared answered the door and was wearing thin old jeans and a hoodie. We instantly started making out in his kitchen. He had a way that felt urgent and slow. He ran his hands down my arms and slowly took my clothes off. When he took down my skirt he started to lick my clit and run his hands down my ass and legs.
When he stood up, he pressed himself into me and I felt his bulge. We slowly moved into the bedroom and he got undressed. I was naked on the bed, my nipples hard and body on fire like it hadn’t been in years. He got naked and I saw it. He had the most amazing cock.
It was so thick I could barely get my hand around it when I grabbed him. We fooled around a bit before he leaned over me to fuck me. When he first put his cock in me I could actually feel my pussy stretch to fit him. I had to breath into his cock and it took a few long and slow strokes to fit the whole thing into my pussy. Once we got going I wanted all of it and more. He started on top, then he flipped me over and took me doggy style. After awhile I got on top and got goosebumps when I took him inside me again. I started slow fucking him to enjoy the stretch and pleasure of it all. Then I sat up, took him balls deep and fucked him until he came. So hard.
After I got off him my pussy actually hurt from his girth. I couldn’t go a second time so I played with him until he came again and watched his monster cock cum all over my hand and hip.
I went home that night and already had plans to call him again the next day. And I did. And went back every night for a week.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/dftzkq/fm_my_first_hookup_after_a_12_year_marriage_was
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This is amazing and it makes me happy that you were able to have the experience you needed after 12 years ???
Good for you to be able to go out and explore your sexuality with someone who is sexually secure and able to please you. Hope you will continue to have many more pleasurable times like you described.
I don’t wanna judge and I get that you have your needs, but I don’t think cheating is the right way to sustain an unfulfilling marriage, and you should have a good and long think about where you are going marriage-wise. You could try to turn it into an open relationship, though if he’s insecure I doubt he’ll agree, and if your problem with your husband is that he is too small there are toys that cover the dick to make it bigger