I was cheated by my best friend. She has left me, making me feel unworthy. I apologized to her so much, even If she was equally to blame for all the quarrel. My apology was never accepted. I was so honest with her, cared for her and yet, she never even bothered to give our friendship another chance. It has put a dent on my self respect. I feel destroyed. I am never alone but I feel alone. I feel like kneeling in front of her bowing my head in defeat and collapse onto her feet, cry and say, “I am lost. Don’t reject me again. Accept me. Even if as a slave.”
Source: reddit.com/r/eroticliterature/comments/amzuwd/cant_give_up_but_i_want_to