[F] How it all started for me

I have had many messages asking me to tell how I got into this lifestyle so I thought I would try to explain a little. I will try not to be too long though! Basically in high school I was very very shy, nerdy in a way, and to myself. To be honest I had only one kiss my senior year at a dance. There was one guy I knew that was older than me, about five years, and he tried and tried to get me to open up before I graduated but I never did. Funny thing is that in college my sophomore year we dated for a few months, mostly sex though but that was after I had an eye opening experience freshman year.

Freshman year at college brought a lot of curiosity and even though I ended up graduating top honors at my college, once I found more experiences with the guys I met, I really am surprised I didn’t end up pregnant in college. I wasn’t with so many I lost count but it was close especially third and fourth year. I started dating my now husband my last year of college but he lived out of town at the time, and well, my regular habits did not stop then. Right before I graduated I probably sat on the laps of about 10 guys the last half of my yea while with him. At one point I was seeing a guy during the day and then a different one later in the evening, it was bad but I was addicted. I miss those days for many reasons.

Fast forward to marriage, my ex who I still see to this day for very intense sessions and trying to stop. Besides my ex I really did not plan to continue until I met this other mom in my small women’s church group, yes church. In summary, we would go on walks on a regular basis and on our walks she would always say she was going to split off and will see me later. Finally she told me one day she was actually going to this other guys house in our neighborhood, spent about an hour there, and left. This really got my urge going again and she introduced me to another one of her “friends” who became a regular for me for sometime. Anyway even though I tried to be good, even with a group of “good” people I still found bad or as many of you say naughty. So this is mainly why I am the way I am today. Sure I do feel some guilt sometimes but with the lack of attention from my husband and the great attention from others, I do enjoy it greatly.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/9gc7q1/f_how_it_all_started_for_me