I have had many messages asking me to tell how I got into this lifestyle so I thought I would try to explain a little. I will try not to be too long though! Basically in high school I was very very shy, nerdy in a way, and to myself. To be honest I had only one kiss my senior year at a dance. There was one guy I knew that was older than me, about five years, and he tried and tried to get me to open up before I graduated but I never did. Funny thing is that in college my sophomore year we dated for a few months, mostly sex though but that was after I had an eye opening experience freshman year.
Freshman year at college brought a lot of curiosity and even though I ended up graduating top honors at my college, once I found more experiences with the guys I met, I really am surprised I didn’t end up pregnant in college. I wasn’t with so many I lost count but it was close especially third and fourth year. I started dating my now husband my last year of college but he lived out of town at the time, and well, my regular habits did not stop then. Right before I graduated I probably sat on the laps of about 10 guys the last half of my yea while with him. At one point I was seeing a guy during the day and then a different one later in the evening, it was bad but I was addicted. I miss those days for many reasons.