Longtime lurker, now with my own stories :)
This happened two months ago.
I’m feeling like it was a turning point for my sexuality further freeing me of the shackles that I and society put on me. You might ask yourself what could be so monumental that it frees someone who already believed to be free?
To say it bluntly, I rode her.
And who is she you might ask?
Her name is Paula, she is 25 and bright as hell. I met her at university when I explained to friends of mine what polyamory is all about. She just chipped in on the topic and invited me to a party the next Friday. Would you have gone? I never did. I thought it was just a friendly invite meaning nothing. Much later I found out that she actually was a little upset that I didn’t show up. Forward half a year and some messages later, she was watching me and a female partner of mine love each other. How that happened is a story for another day.
Paula is about 1,63m (5”4), I recently shaved her head after she let her hair grow for some years. The short hair fits her perfect. I’ll leave her body to your imagination, exempt for the cute little tummy she has developed recently. And her eyes, which are blue and which she uses to express a lot of her emotions.
I’m 28 years old, 1,80m (5”10 ), shaved very short brown hair, brown eyes, and trimmed full beard (does that make sense?), I am quite athletic but not really bulky at the moment and my ass is one of my assets (pun indented, ass not).
On the day it happened we had talked about bdsm and me taking on a more submissive role. She recently discovered her dominant side at a party. I was standing my back pressed against a wall begging her to touch me and she enjoyed the power that she had over me. At the party the situation had developed by accident. This time it didn’t.
We were both laying on my bed already in our underwear. I crawled to one end of the bed and put my ass up in the air. I wanted her to spank me. She didn’t get the hint but had other plans anyway. She went up on her knees and put her hips against my ass. I reached behind me and pulled her closer against myself. We started a slow rhythm of her thrusting against me and me pressing my ass against her pubic mound. We have had sex like this. There is no penetration and still we both enjoy it immensely. She handled me quite rough. She told me that she liked my asshole as she had a good view of it pressing against her and I love to feel her pressing against me. I am quite vocal when I get fucked like this. I was trying to peek behind, see her while she fucked me. And I was loud. My head was already on the mattress and my hands holding the corners of the bed tightly when she pressed down on me, forcing my ass onto the mattress as well.
She lay on me. Her lips caressing my neck.
One of my hands on the edge of the bed, the other one grapping behind me holding her head. While fucking me like this she came. She stopped for a short while before resuming to press her pubic mound into my ass. And I felt fucked, I wanted to be hers. I was hers.
In my head, I had these images of me pleasuring her, riding her and bouncing on her. After a bit of hesitation, I told her to lay down. She was a bit confused first, not knowing what my plan was. And it took a short amount of time for me to find a position on her that would both stimulate myself and her. I found it and went for it. My asshole pressing against her pubic mount. My feet on both sides of her on the mattress, my knees high. I started grinding and rotating, pressing myself into her. And as I looked down on her, I was in awe. I wasn’t looking down. She was looking up to me, her eyes wide open.
She looked a bit coy. I started to bounce on her.
I was fucking her now, I was hers more than ever before. My dick rock hard pointing to the ceiling, her beautiful breasts. Her eyes glowing up to me. I moaned loudly, throwing my head back, even though I have no long hair to throw. I bounced on her, ground myself against her. I rode her as best as I could. On hand behind me on the mattress to better press into her. Images of girls on top of me entered my mind and I took their movements as inspiration. I felt female, but it didn’t bother me, even though it had in the past. I was free. I am free with her. Her hand reached to my dick. Grabbing it, rubbing it. I am not sure if she came a second time, what I can tell you is that I came. Without any cum shooting out of me. I just came. It felt great and I collapsed on top of her.
Feeling sheepish about what just happened between us and lying next to her, we both were overwhelmed. I had never felt that free and now I was coy about it. I didn’t even think I could be like this. I didn’t know till recently that I liked to get fucked so much, even though I had been with both girls and boys. This wasn’t about being submissive either. I just broke my own stereotypes of what I could do and what would be acceptable for me.
I am free now and I can’t wait to be with more people.
I am incredible thankful for having such a loving and open partner.
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Hope you liked the story as english is not my first language and writing about something were i havent seen that many examples is hard for me.
Feel free to correct me or give me tips on the writing :)
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/8k4jli/fm_i_am_free_now