TL;DR: This story turned out longer and different than originally anticipated. Please excuse grammar and lack of context. This is really just the beginning of many, many stories. If you guys liked this, let me know if you wanna hear(read) how the rest of that night went.
quick bio/background I guess… I’m a 30yo WM (Bi-Semi) in an open relationship with a 38yo WF (Bi-curious) and our sex life started great and as continually evolved. Prior to the events this story tries to revisit, we have been known to indulge in light to heavy restraint and choking, light discipline and role play. While we are in an open relationship, its not often we involve anyone else (outside of a few concerts and weekend vacation). All that to say… Lets call her “Ashley”, and I will be Kyle. We’ve had a fantastic sex life, over the passed 2 years it only seems to be getting better and better. She has explored every (mostly actually, I suppose) inch of me, I’ve tasted every inch of her and love teasing her with my lips and feeling her quiver on my tongue.
So as I mentioned, great sex life, long-ish term relationship… This is the story of how I let my GF know I’m into Anal, and I wanted to swap roles a little.
So… its just like any regular Sat night, as we’re zoning out to Netflix and casually discussing what concert or festival we should attend next… I finally decide this is the night; I’m finally going to tell Ashley… that next time the bench and ropes come out… I want her to use them on me, and I want her to use me like I use her.
So I pause the movie.
“Hey, babe; Are you awake?”
Without a hesitation she rolls towards me, looks up with those soul searching eyes! “Yeah, Whats up, Wanna watch something else?”
“Oh nah. Its not that. I just wanted to ask you something… ya kno, its sorta serious, sorta not… not a big deal…” as I trail off.
The only response she seems to be able to muster, is an inquisitive squint. After what was likely a few short moment (but it felt like an eternity… I hadn’t brought it up yet! I could still back away!!)
“WHAT?” she demands, a bit impatiently. “hold on” I plead, “give me a second! I’m not exactly sure how to ask this?” I said, “Its kinda big, in a sexual way…… no pun intended!” I add a few seconds later.
At this moment, Ashley reached up to firmly grasp my head/hair behind my ear. As she continued to hold my head firmly in place (presumably, so I cant look away or try to avoid this… I know I brought it up). Without blinking or breaking eye contact, she whispers softly, “What would you like me to do?”
“HOLY SHIT!!!” I think to myself, no hesitation, no loops… she is getting straight to the point… no work up conversation, this is it!
(Honestly, I’m not sure why I was surprised. I have been falling in Love with this beautiful women since we met at work over 5 years ago. Even while she was married and we had not physical relationship, she has this way of motivating and bringing out the best in people)
I respond slowly, “Well… I bought some new toys and some cuffs online the other day…” as I trail off. She’s quick to respond, “New Toys and Restraints? I thought you already had some stuff…”, but she trails off and glances away
As I mentally scramble to formulate my next sentence; Ashley responds quite simply, “What kind of toys are we talking ’bout?” “DAMN!!” another good and quick question; its at this point, I realize, while we’ve talking about “MY” toys etc, she still hasn’t seen them… any of them…
Outside of the Magic wand Vibrator, and a couple typical rabbit vibrators I’ve never used any of “MY” toys with or on her… or actually anyone else for that matter! Shit, this is always what happens, cant open that chest and scare her off!
Slowly, “would you like to…”,
Before I can even finish my sentence; Ashley has once again, firmly secured her fingers in the hair right behind my ear and pulled me into a deep kiss passionate kiss.
(right here, this “moment” is the moment I realized I should’ve brought this up, WAY earlier)
As we pull apart, both of our kisses remain… Both of our lips glistening, and in that moment still connected by a beautiful, rope bridge.
Breaking the silence, “Whatever you want, I’m in 100%” Ashley whispers gently.
That was it…?! I think to myself, this is going too well… Or am I just overthinking things? She doesn’t want anymore details? See the toys? Talk more boundaries? My mind is still racing, but instead of formulating words to start this conversation… I’m now struggling to control the direction of this narrative.
As if on cue… Ashley pushes up, stretches and leans back against the couch armrest. I barely have time to register, her sexy smirk of a smile before she unloads this on me…
“So… I am assuming this something you want me to do to you? You want me to use your toys on you, like you use my toys on me?” Continuing, to smirk. NOW, Is when I start to feel like I am not talking to Ashley anymore. This GIRL/WOMEN, is different, its hard to believe I had her tied up just last night, begging for my dick. Letting me use her body and soul, to get off.
At this point, I’m still pretty awestruck and surprised; at 1) how easy this conversation has been and 2 )how little I’ve actually spoken. I don’t think I’ve finish a sentence or complete thought; this entire time. Can Ashley read my mind? Have we already talked about this; I silently decide, that’s it. We have already had this conversation… I was just too drunk to remember…
(Of all the possible outcomes, Ashley’s finishing all my questions and being 2 steps ahead this whole time… was never one of those what if scenarios).
This time, there is no cue. Just the long, “Heeeellloooooo,” as Ashley waves in front of my face, apparently I had zoned out, for a few minutes. Cuz Ashley had many questions, and now her face seemed perturbed and sad simultaneously.
Cocking her to the side, “you thinking of changing plans or backing out now?”
Snapping back, I quickly shake my head, “what? What do you mean?”
The sly Smirk is back. “Oh nothing, it seemed like I lost you there for a minute, thought you might be changing your mind already!”
“Change my mind of what?”, seems to be the best I can come up with… This seems to upset Ashley, raising her voice, “What do you mean WHAT?!”, “Are we still talking about sex toys and rope?”, or “You wanna pretend you never brought it up?”, “How long is it gonna be?”, “Why do you even mention your toys, if you don’t want to share?” Ashley asks, point blank.
Wow, I think. These are def all those questions I was looking for earlier, “Share…” my voice cracks…
“Fuck..” *cough *cough clears throat.
Stammering, “Hold on…” I manage to choke out.
“Well… now that we’re both here in it, lets talk”, I state. As she smiles back slowly. “Sometimes, I believe you like to talk TOO much sometimes”.
I agree, you’re probably right. “How did you know what I wanted to talk about?, I feel like you have been 2 steps ahead and answering every question before I even asked?”
Ashley’s sexy little smirk cracks into a huge smile. “Oh you silly, handsome, daft, horny boy…” has she slowly licks her lips. “Those were all leading… you have mentioned on multiple occasions; that you have your own toys, and like to play with yourself at home right?” She mentioned pointedly. As I met her gaze, I could see excitement in her eyes, and I think she could tell I was feeling down now…
“Oh what? Whats wrong? Baby?” as she lunges forward to embrace me. Ashley keeps her arms wrapped around my neck, but leans back slightly to catch my gaze again… “hey, look at me” she speaks softly and concise. “Can I ask you a question, about us that isn’t about your toys?”
“Um, yeah… sure what” I stammer. Her smirk is back now. “Do you know how many times you’ve had me tied up, restrained or blindfolded..?”
I feel like there is still more to the question; but after a brief moment, “I… Umm. No I have no idea… lots… I love getting you off like that!” I exclaim.
“Right, well that’s kinda what I want. I want to do that to you, for you, with you.” She Said “I will do whatever you want me to do… again… to you, for you or with”
“This is all seems too good to be true,” I add quickly.
“Too good to be true, eh?”, as she coyly glances down, “It seems to me, like you have been enjoying something, and I know its not just from me sitting in your lap…”
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/7oq90x/mf_long_story_fantasies_revealed_switch_up
I’m excited to see where this goes for you.