[FM] A consentual ‘date rape’

Disclaimer: DO NOT take drugs without knowing their possible effects. DO NOT use these drugs, or any others, without EXPLICIT consent. Everything that took place was previously discussed and it was all consentual. Never enter a risky situation with someone you don’t trust 100%. If anyone reading this is a survivor of rape or sexual assault, please don’t think I am taking such trauma lightly, this was a fun thing that my partner and i did that we had both agreed to.

Now with that out of the way, I can begin.

My Master and I both have a rape fetish. We both love the idea of him ‘raping’ me, and being physical with me. We already have a lot of rough sex where he slaps and punches me, and we both love it. We have also done rape roleplays before. But we wanted to take it to a new level.

Sir works shift work and asked his doctor for sleeping pills. He got a prescription for Ambien, after we had done some research and decided that was our best bet.

We had been discussing this fantasy for weeks before we did it, working out what we were both comfortable with. Sir decided he would take it fairly easy on our first go to see how it worked out. I completely trusted him to respect my limits, which he of course did. We decided to film the encounter, as I would probably have no memory.

So one night, Sir made us cocktails. I took 2 Ambien pills and we drank. I was starting to feel dizzy and disoriented before I even finished my drink. Sir led me to the bathroom to brush my teeth. I barely remember this.

The last thing I remember was Sir telling me to get into bed. After that, all I know is I woke up next to him the following morning. He was still asleep and I had no memory of the night before. I didn’t feel sore, so I wasn’t sure how rough he had been with me. I waited for him to wake up so I could ask him. I was nervous and excited to see the video.

When Sir woke up, he showed me some of the footage from the night. He had spanked me with a paddle until he made me cry. He had fucked me hard.

I could see how out of it I was. I was still conscious, but barely.

Then he rolled me over and fucked my ass harder than he ever has before. Normally I can’t tolerate anal for too long or hard before it becomes too painful. But the drugs mixed with alcohol had clearly relaxed my body.

He fucked me until I said the safeword. After that, he cuddled my half-conscious body until we both fell asleep.

This experience was amazing. We both enjoyed it a lot. Since I completely lost my memory, next time he wants to be even rougher with me and hit me harder. I can’t wait.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/63qjbe/fm_a_consentual_date_rape