[f]irst blowjob ever [m]

We were in my parents house, watching a movie on my bed with the door open (house rules). My bedroom was down the hallway of a single-story house and usually my parents stayed in the living room, though they’d walk back and forth noisily every now and then.

So our daily routine was to make out until our lips were chapped, grope a lot, dry-hump and sometimes I’d let him stick his hands in my pants. That’s as far as I’d ever gone. Ever. I didn’t watch porn or look at pictures so I had no idea what a penis actually looked like. Tbh I didn’t really know how it all worked until he fingered me for the first time. I had only ever orgasmed by rubbing my clit (though I didn’t know a clit was a thing either…)

So it’s a Friday night and it’s dark out now and we’ve been getting pretty hot. Then he asks me if I could give him a blowjob. He’s not pushy or anything, but he and I both know how much I don’t know. I tell him I really want to (though the idea was a little weird to me) but that I’m not sure what to do.

“Just suck,” he says simply, unbuttoning his jeans. “But make sure you don’t use any teeth.”

Sounds easy enough.

I watch him pull himself out curiously. Up until now I’d only felt it over his jeans, rubbing myself on it to get off after school, him cumming in his boxers and having to go clean up. When I see it my jaw literally drops.

It’s not like he was 9″ or anything, totally average, but nice and thick. But I didn’t realize they were so big! And I thought I was expected to fit it *all* into my mouth. He didn’t say I wasn’t, so I tried.

Not a lot of information was conveyed that night. He just gently put his hand on the back of my head to pull me closer. “Just suck on it,” he said again, seeing the fear in my eyes apparently…

I put my hand around him, feeling it and being amazed by how soft the skin was. And how warm… and I was a little amazed that it was *skin*. After all the obscure talk of “dicks” and “cocks” I always just imagined them to be steel or something. I stroked it up and down, feeling how the skin slid over it so easily and decided this might not be too hard…

I put him in my mouth, feeling the fat head on my tongue, and sucked. He stiffened and his fingers closed around some of my hair. His hips lifted up just a little bit, which I assumed meant I was supposed to take it all in now. So I opened my mouth wider and tried to slide him in more.

When his cock pushed against the back of my throat I gagged hard and pulled back. He let me, but the head was still pressed against my lips, his hand still on the back of my head. He was looking down, watching me. His eyes were almost glazed and his lips were parted a little bit. It was like he was in a trance watching me.

My eyes watered from gagging and I really didn’t want to do it anymore, but he pushed gently. I took him back in and sucked, taking him back a little slower. He started sliding himself over my tongue very slowly, back and forth and I let him until he started going back far.

“Lick it,” he whispered.

I started to lick him, up and down the shaft, feeling the ridges and veins with my tongue, then paying special attention to the smooth top. Then I started to suck again and the head felt different. It felt tighter and his whole cock seemed harder as it pushed back into my mouth. I tried not to gag again.

I felt his hand tapping the back of my hair. “I’m… cumming…” he was gasping quietly.

I had no idea what to expect, so I kept sucking and sucking, knowing cumming was good and sucking is what made it happen.

Thick, hot cum shot into my mouth, all sucked back to the back, slick and sticky, coating my mouth and throat. It just kept coming. I thought it would be just a little bit, but I kept feeling it hit the back of my throat and didn’t realize I should swallow. So now it’s all just pooling in my mouth and my natural instinct is to pull back, while his hand is gripping my hair, keeping me from pulling him all the way out.

Cum is just dribbling out of my mouth, all down his cock, getting in my hair and on his pants, it’s all over my chin and he’s still cumming. Finally he stops and releases my hair and I’m choking on the cum that’s still all over the back of my throat, trying to swallow it back.

“Sorry,” he mumbled, “I should have told you about all that.” Then he got up and hurried to the bathroom to clean up.

Swallowing has been hard for me since then… I’m always afraid of that moment…

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