Tag: High School

I was very uncomfortable with my sexuality growing up. I like women and I like men too and I was always really scared of intimacy. I was raped this last December. I started trying to explore my sexuality with my boyfriend, who I felt very comfortable with, and it helped me cope and process my trauma. Unfortunately, less than a few weeks later, my boyfriend sent videos of us having sex without my consent to multiple girls. I was mortified, because I had never before him ever trusted anyone enough to have regular sex with them, let alone have them record me. My face was in the videos. I’m still processing what happened. I decided to make an onlyfans and start sharing explicit content of myself because I figured it might feel better for people to see the videos in a way I’m in control of and in a way I feel like I’m taking back that power. I was right. I feel really empowered. People I went to high school and college with are paying to see my body and paying to see the videos strangers got without my permission. I feel sexy and powerful. I’m really glad I did this, I just hope no one finds out. By the way, I have his consent to post the videos. I feel better every time someone else subscribes. I know internet validation is shallow but this honestly feels good. I’m getting off to it, too. Guys are messaging me asking for specific things and when I do them I feel desired and grateful that I’m still desirable. Not a lot of people know. I wanted to tell someone what I’m doing and why. Thank you for listening if you just happened to be scrolling through the new posts.

I’ll start by saying this story is a bit long in the beginning, but I want to explain the build up. This post is about a girl I jokingly used to say looked like a black Snooki. She was about 4’10 or 4’11, she was African American mixed with Japanese and a couple other things. She wore glasses and even though she was short and a bit chubby, she had huge boobs. Friends of ours would even call her boobs as a nickname Lmao. No matter what she wore, they were always kinda falling out.

We had known each other since 6th grade, one of the first times I remember talking to her was during an after school detention. Even in 6th grade, her boobs were already coming in big. We remained friends throughout middle school and high school. I always had a little crush on her, not like I really wanted to be with her, I just wanted to hook up haha. But we were both always dating other people and it never really worked out. We flirted constantly during high school, I was always grabbing her butt freshman year. Once during that year I even licked chocolate off her finger from a cookie and it looked like she almost orgasmed Lmao. Read more »

*Hi. So I’m attempting to write an entire timeline of all of my sexual partners. I know it’s an undertaking, so bare with me. I’m doing everything I can to remember everything in order and accurately without embellishing. Some stories may be boring! I am 6’0, always have been skinny, now athletic, dark hair, white but darker skinned, and horny.*

Our relationship went on for a number of months and was your typical high school and college sex relationship. I pretty much took care of her financially, and pushed her to get a job. She did, and I drove her there every day and picked her up as well. Summer is turning to fall and a number of months into this she tells me her coworker, Ken, is going to take her home. Okay, this is pretty out of the blue, I’m kind of alarmed but i let it slide, knowing that i’m still going to be uneasy about it all night.

Next day I call her to see what time she wants me to pick her up or hang out or whatever. Nothing. Kinda odd. Getting anxious. Why would she do this? Maybe she’s in the shower. I head over to her place because I’ve got nothing else to do and I want to get to the bottom of this, if there’s even anything to get to. Read more »