(Session 2)
I am nervous, I hardly slept last night. I keep the photo in the bed with me, looking at it over and over.
I take a cold shower, my first since I was been naked in front of strangers. My movements are slow, cleaning my self over and over. I have to be perfect for them. I reminisce thinking about the group hug. What if any other girl picks them before me, I dont want to end up with Tony. I get out of the shower, get dressed and rush to the studio.
Jen is already in the green room.
Me: Good Morning Jen
Jen: Good Morning sawoe2, I am glad you are back. Have you made your choice? I haven’t seen a new girl so comfortable with the guys, thank you for taking Dave in last night.
Me: Yes I have made my choice, the two guys who came in together. They really made me comfortable, after Tony was rude to me, I would love working with them. So what will we do in the 2nd session? I liked talking to the students in the last one.