PART III:
“Do you want to suck my dick?”
I didn’t know what to say. I had certainly never been asked that before. Yeah, sure, I had thought about it, about sucking dick before, but not specifically Kyle’s dick. I really wasn’t expecting to be asked that tonight. Did I want to? I immediately knew the answer. With his cock hanging inches from my lips, every fiber of my body was screaming a resounding YES! FUCK YES!
I wanted to, yes, I knew that instantly, but would I? My mind was racing, yet again. A nagging part of my brain was holding me back. Was he serious? Was this actually happening? Was he fucking with me because I was so drunk? Was he just trying to mess with me because he caught on to what was going on with Ashley and I earlier? Was this all some elaborate prank?
Even if he was serious, there would surely be no coming back from this. Once I’ve sucked a dick I would be a cock sucker for the rest of my life. Would it make me gay? Was I gay? No, I knew I wasn’t gay – I was far to attracted to women to be gay. Maybe bi. Definitely something, just for wanting this so badly. What if someone found out? What would people think?