I had always been curious about having sex with another man in my younger years, to be honest. I was straight and mostly thought about women, but I occasionally had fantasies about what it would be like to try gay sex. One day, it happened with my friend Brian.
I have to preface all this by saying that I’ve always been very effeminate in appearance. I have long brown hair that’s very soft to the touch, big green eyes, and full lips. I was mistaken for a girl many, many times in my youth.
I don’t fully recall how it came up. We’d been smoking a joint together and Brian was complaining about how long it’d been since he’d hooked up with a girl. Somehow, we started talking about whether either of us would be open to experimenting sexually with another man. I could feel myself blush a little as we talked about it, perhaps giving myself away. He suggested that maybe we could give each other blowjobs, so long as we kept it our secret. I was hesitant, but curiosity overtook me and I agreed. We both stripped naked and proceeded to give each other head.