A visceral, raw attempt to explain my sexuality. Posting in hopes some can relate. [fsub] [fM] [fm]

Am I the only who has struggled with deviance?


I write this in hopes that you will understand me.

I've struggled with my sexuality for as long as I can remember.

As a child, before I even knew what sex was, I recall having the most debased fantasies that my memory has hidden from me until recent years of high school and middle school (I will explain my discovery later). I found that when I straddled my toddler-sized purple plastic chair, thoughts of Jasmine kissing Jafar under his spell would surface and feel…interesting. When my mom caught me in this act, she asked me why I was doing what I was doing. I pondered the question for a long while, and finally answered that it gave me a tickly feeling. I told her that I thought about Jasmine and Aladdin on a carpet ride, because how could I explain what I was thinking? I imagined Jasmine hypnotized, Jasmine being forced to do the splits by a machine, Jasmine being put under Jafar's spell and coerced into kissing him in front of Aladdin.

Oral sex in the camp office [m/f]

Emily was my first college fling. She was a gorgeous brunette, with green eyes, handful sized tits and what an ass. We "dated" through Spring semester. We had a lot of firsts together, and did pretty much everything but PIV or anal sex. We mutually agreed to cut things off at the end of the school year.

I was working at a summer camp in the mountains that summer, as a photographer. There was no cell reception or WiFi at camp, so communication with the outside world was limited.

Even though we did have Internet, Emily would write me letters. She loved having an excuse to use paper mail. I wrote her back and so we stayed in touch. A few weeks into the summer Emily told me she would come up to visit. She had a few other friends on staff.

On the day Emily was supposed to arrive I was crazy busy and lost track of time. When I saw her I was caught completely off guard. She was wearing a white t-shirt and running shorts. To lost people, it didn't show off her toned swimmers body. But I knew exactly what was under the thin layers of fabric and I knew I wanted her badly.

Slut for a night [Str8][M/F][oral][Fsub][creampie]

Hi everybody, This is my first attempt at erotica. I'd love any suggestions or comments. Thanks

On to the story —- He sat waiting for her to come home, planning and plotting a new experience for her tonight. Once she walked opened the door and stepped into the apartment he was on her, his mouth hot against hers. They stood in the doorway exchanging kisses getting hotter and hotter, their tongues darting in and out. He pulled her tight against him her sexy curves held tight against body. She gasped slightly at his intensity and her bags dropped to the floor, forgotten. One of his hands held the small of her back, holding her tightly to him. The other slowly cupped the tight roundness of her ass. His hand squeezed and caressed that taut roundness and slowly slipped down her leg. He lifted her leg and it coiled around him pulling him back into her. His hand gently pushed her skirt up higher and higher exposing the lacy top of her stockings, the straps of her garter belt and finally cupping the swell of her ass cheeks and slipping a finger under her thong to feel nothing between his hand and the warm flesh of her ass. Quickly and wordlessly the finger under the thong began to rub up and down the crack of slit. She moaned softly into his mouth as his finger began to brush her clit and then apply a light pressure to her opening in turn.

Lazy Friday [M&5F]

Part 1: https://redd.it/3p9cs2 Part 2: https://redd.it/3q35ct All names fake.

Anna, Jill and I knew we were in for a wild Saturday night, being Halloween and the Frats throw an incredible party so we decided to take it easy Friday night. Anna and I are friends with benefits at this point and we had the discussion of something more, but we had very little in common so we agreed to just have fun.

I went over to Anna and Jen's place before we took off for one of Anna's friend's house. We got there about 7, just as the sun was setting, it was in a very nice area away from campus. Jill's parents had let her use the house as a way of keeping her from going to Frat party the next day.

The three of us knocked on the door, and a towel clad Jill answered it and invited us into the back yard. Everyone was in the Jacuzzi attached to the pool, about 11 of us including myself, Anna and Jen.

Jill lost her towel and slipped into the hot tub naked, and sat next to her boyfriend Jeff. Cindy stood up and walked out to greet Anna, and she was naked as well.

A lazy Sunday morning [m/f]

This is a story about me [m, 25] and my wife [f, 23] on a recent Sunday morning. We wrote it in the present tense and in first person so it would be more relatable to our fellow Redditors. We've haunted this sub for a while, but this is our first post!

It's a Sunday. We've been looking forward to today for six weeks because we're going to see a show in the city, an early anniversary gift to ourselves. We haven't been to too many theater productions before, so it's exciting to be doing something out of the ordinary. We're giddy to get going but not excited enough to get out of bed. It's a crystal clear morning and at 6:55am the sky is just barely starting to turn from midnight blue to pink and orange. The light brushes through the shutters of our bedroom and casts such a relaxing and enchanting aura over the bed that we find it difficult to pull ourselves out of bed most days. At night the house cools down to a temperature that encourages cuddling. Almost every morning we wake up only half way, enough to blindly fumble through the covers, find each other, remove all the space between us, and fall asleep again. Our down comforter and each other's comfort is far more enticing than getting out of bed and getting dressed.

Tied to a chair and teased – part 1 – F/mf – True – Bondage

Stacy was wild. Too wild really, but at the time it was amazing. This is the story of a bet I lost with her.

Stacy was almost a cliche, the woman that has all the "male" traits. Obsessed with sports, sex and being tough. No one fucked Stacy, Stacy fucked them. Deep down though, Stacy loved being conquered. For years our sex life had been aggressive and a struggle. The general rule of thumb was that if I could beat her or overpower her, that I could do what I wanted. Betting was a key part of our sex life and so often her outlet for her submissive feelings.

We dated and fucked off and on for years. Had threesomes and what not, both refusing to define our relationship.

Things were different now though. Stacy at this point was officially my girlfriend and after years of a bizarre sex life had finally come to accept that she was submissive, or at least liked being submissive with me. I was, at the time, the only man she had ever been submissive with, she more often than not dominated, naturally, men and women she was with.

He Tells Me Not to Call Him James [MF]

Mahogany. That's what I think it is called. You know. That rich wood important people have. Anyway, that's what greets me upon arriving: a huge mahogany door.

I don't know whether to knock on it or simply wait in the hallway. I don't know what I am to him. I don't– but, interrupting my thoughts, the door swings open. Wide. Inside is only darkness, however, and it scares me. Who opened the door?

I tentatively walk closer, pulling down the short skirt I was instructed to wear by official.

As I get nearer, I see a single candle lit by a pristine leather couch on which sits a man with his feet up. His eyes are piercing. His hair looks cool as fuck. He's wearing an expensive suit. I can tell that even from here. Hmmm…

I almost tiptoe to the door in response to seeing this mysterious figure in such a relaxed position. I take a deep breath and knock on the door frame.

"Come in. That's why the door's open. Come the fuck in." The man says, gruffly, not moving an inch.

"I– I'm sorry. I didn't know. I.." I stammer.

So We Meet Again And you brought a friend (MFF) Part 2 of fucking on the balcony.

Part 1: https://redd.it/3p9cs2

So Anna and I talked afterwards, I asked her if she wanted to go to another party this weekend and she said yes, but she wanted to come to my place before. (It was already assumed that she would spend the night, haha.) Her and her friend showed up, the friend was a surprise. They started to get into their Halloween costumes (I know its a week early, but every year the frats and sororities throw Halloween parties, this year the guys got Halloween and the girls got the weekend before.)

Anna gets into her slutty cat costume, booty shorts with a tail, a little bra and cat ears. She looked so stereotypically asian in it, but it showed off her rocking body. [Quick recap Anna is 5'5" B cups, shapely ass, and lean legs.] Then her friend, Jen, came out of my bedroom in a construction worker costume, Jen is a hair shorter, 5'4", C cups bordering on D's, kinda a flat ass, but nice legs, oh and she is also half-Asian, like Anna. She was in a white tank top, cut-off jeans and had a tool belt on. I was a cowboy, which fit my tall, tanned and average looking physique.

The Good Girl [M/F], Part II.

The Good Girl [Part II] [M/F]

Part One

It had been several days since our first night together, I could finally walk down the hall without my legs aching, and she could almost masturbate at full speed again. We had set a second date, this time planning on her staying overnight and cuddling.

We talked and teased each other in-between, figuring out more what we did and didn’t like. I’m honestly still getting used to being a Dominant in the bedroom, having only discovered how much I enjoy taking control of my partner’s pleasure in the last year or so. I ask her for suggestions, and from her response I realize how much she enjoys not just receiving pleasure, but being used for pleasure as well. For some reason I hadn’t really thought about how the Dom/sub relationship was just as much about the Dom using his sub for his own needs. I suppose I was still thinking how rude and selfish it would be to demand it of my partner (there are some things a good Southern upbringing will always be useful for, but demanding that your needs come before the Lady ain’t one of them). She is quite helpful in giving me ideas to try out for our next session. Obviously, I still have a lot to learn about how to satisfy a sub properly, not only how I can give her pleasure through various forms of stimulation, but also in how I use her, ordering her to please me, spanking her for being such a dirty girl, etc. (Hell, I’m still figuring out the best way to write about and describe our Dom/sub sessions).

My first time with another woman.

I also have an AMA ongoing that can be found here. Please do not ask me for pictures or personal information. If I wanted to post pictures of myself, I would have already.

This is a story that's years in the making. But, I'm the happiest I have been in a long time.

I came out to LJ (woman I had sex with) months ago. She offered to help me explore my sexuality, but I never had the courage to make the move, until last night.

We had planned for her to come hang out last night, and I knew it was do or die. All week, my stomach gurgled lava and my nerves were alive with a confusing mixture of excitement and nervousness.

When the moment arrived, I was too nervous to go for it. Electrodes attached themselves to my every nerve ending and my face blushed so profusely, I almost thought it was on fire. I managed to meekly ask "So can we fool around?" She lauged "Of course!" in response and in no time she was on top of me.