We chatted for nearly a week every night, he was my soul crusher and degrading and made promises which he kept!
I met him at a cafe and wore all red like he asked. He looked a lot nicer than what I thought he would look from the way he spoke to me and the few photos he sent me. I didn't tell him that I nearly bailed and spent an hour on my couch already to go but with tears in my eyes but nearing the time I really just changed my mind as if I dug deep for some willpower that I didn't realize I was there and I just kept looking at my steps thinking how I am actually going through with this.
I was wearing a red knit beanie and long red pea coat to hide from the cold my outfit that we decided on. I had a white tank top and red denim short shorts with long knit white and black over the knee socks. He had me join him in the booth next to him and surprised and really set the mood for what the rest of the night would be by how quickly his hands found bare skin. He felt me up during the first few seconds of meeting me and I just held his upper arm for support at first but laid my head on it as I watched his hands grope my thighs and listened to the things he said about me.