|*Now that I have a NSFW account I’m moving all of my content over here. This was one I had posted a few years ago. I hope you all enjoy~*
I’ll start by explaining that I’ve had A LOT of trouble sleeping lately. Most nights I find myself wishing I could just get my brain to shut up. Eventually, I end up sifting through all of the most terrible thoughts I have shoved in the back of my head. I get more and more upset until I’m fighting sleep because I’m just so depressed/panicked/unstable that for some reason this makes sense to me. My boyfriend and I live together and he’s been concerned about the lack of overall sleep I’ve been getting. I had already told him I didn’t want to talk about what was upsetting me (it was the past and I really didn’t want to bring it up and make a problem where there didn’t need to be one), but he was insisting on me telling him what was going on. I knew that I needed to get it off my chest, still though, I decided I’d rather not share with him since he had to be up early. I wasn’t sure how the conversation would go and felt it would be best for another time. Apparently, he had other plans. He decided that he was ABSOLUTELY going to get me to spill the details.