I sucked a rando’s dick. And the whole time I was driving home I wasn’t sure if i was guiltier or hornier. Like… I’ve been dating my boyfriend for three years. Hes one of the only boys I’ve ever been with. I was stuck feeling this way on and off basically all day and I almost texted him to apologize that night. Then I remembered WHY I had done it in the first place, that he had been fucking random girls all lockdown and that I had the receipts. Then I got pissed all over again. I downloaded Tinder and Bumble and Hinge again and started swiping like crazy with one hand and using my vibrator with the other. It got out of hand. I was even thinking about starting an OnlyFans at my stupidest point but like… that would be suicide for me. I’d never get a job in my field again.
But nothing can stop me from revenge-banging a bunch of randos. And my pictures were a lot spicier than last time. So I got a lot more matches even tho I still wasn’t showing face on my profile.