I had just broken up with my girlfriend, Natalie, of 7 years. We dated at the end of high school, through college, and for about a year and a half after college while we were long distance. She ended up making out with a co-worker, which led to a big fight that lasted most of a month.
After a few weeks I’d mostly figured out we were moving on and was actually okay with it—it was my first big break up and it was hard, but a good learning experience. Then out of the blue I get a text from Natalie that she’s planning to come visit me. She had bought a ticket before the fight and wanted to talk in person.
I was excited—maybe this would all work out. I fantasized about fucking her, tying her up, and her unbelievable blowjobs. But the weekend was uneventful, she actually ended up leaving early, and I had mixed feelings. It’s sad to lose a relationship, but I had also already started moving on. And so I started swiping on the apps about an hour after she left.