This is a long one but I thought I should tell the complete story with the warning it’s long rather than split it up.
Well, I had bad experiences with guys as a younger guy. I really didn’t get into guys. I met a woman about 100 deep into my experiences who tore the roof off my mind and I just had to have her. I wanted what I had with her – each and every mind blowing fucking time – without exception. A straight guy and the best sex of his life.
So I start telling her I’d like to have a third in bed. She tells me you can try with a woman, but you better be OK with the notion of me and another guy. We both have to get what we want.
I tell her I am not sure I like the idea of that – sharing her. She says what if I want him to take you? Are you ready for that? Back then, no way, but I heard her.