So my boyfriend of four years and I had recently decided that sleeping with other people might be ok every once and while. We still felt super weird about it, but anyway, I decided to go and have fun (unlike me) with my trashy friend who’d I’d recently got back into contact with. It’s a whole thing, but basically when I was 18 I blew her brother and then became obsessed with him. He was the first guy that I’d messed around with, and we managed to sneak away a few times after that. He was a two years older and a bit wild and wanted to sleep around. This of course broke my heart.
Anyway, years later, I’m in a great relationship with my current boyfriend but go to this pool party with my friend. I had mostly avoided my ex because it was awkward, but I still found him super attractive. When I agreed to go to the party, I’d never imagine anything would happen, but alas.