I have been fantasising about this moment for years, using my fingers or whatever I could find around the house (don’t own any toys unfortunately) to try and get an idea of what I was missing out on. I’ve been on several different sites trying to meet someone to make it happen to no avail. On the rare occasion when I found someone, I’d get scared, my anxiety would flare up and I’d back out at the last minute.
Tonight was different. I arranged a meet on grindr and was at his door an hour later. We went straight to his room where he took his pants off immediately. I was on his cock with my mouth immediately. I’d sucked before but I wasn’t into it like I was tonight. The feeling of it growing in my mouth, knowing this time it was going somewhere else, was really getting me going. I was gagging on it a little too much in my eagerness. Eventually we locked eyes and decided it was time.