Growing up in a trailer park, I always felt like I was expected to act a certain way. And not exactly In a good way. Most girls were already pregnant by the time they were 13 or 14. I wasn’t very popular with the other kids in the park, I spent most of my time studying, reading or doing homework, all of which I did on the computer.
I never pursued any of them, but I was never unaware of my looks. Boys and even men had flirted with me and tried to make moves with me since I first hit puberty. I always kind of liked the attention, but was to shy and nervous to act on it.
I was about 5 and some change feet tall, and I had bleach blond hair that I hated, but kept as my mom would insist it’s what boys liked. I got boobs pretty early on, and by the time I was 16 I was sitting at a solid C cup. I quit the year before, but I used to run track in school and because of that I was left with an extremely tight and pert butt. I know all this because it’s often shouted at my from porches on my walk home from school. I try to ignore them, and I say I hate it, but there’s always a part of me, somewhere in the back of my head that likes it and insists I keep wearing short shorts and low cut tops.