I had been talking to him for a long time. Years infact. He always supported me, pushed me to achieve my goals, allowed me to rant and scream with no come back. Slowly slowly building trust. I spoke to him one day then weeks later I was to meet him. It had been a tumultuous week and I was not looking my best, ripped jeans and a dinosaur t-shirt. He offered me a bath, gave me tea and a razor and I gladly accepted. Bathing with the door open, allowing the warmth of the water to was the stress of the week away. He knew me, understood me, knew my carnal desires, me easiness and openness that I did not see sex as something sacred but as something wonderful and to be given freely.
As I was lying there a shadow darkened the door and suddenly he was beside me, fully dressed, just standing quietly.
“Hello” I said, looking up at him and raising myself from the water exposing my chest.
“Is there something you want?”