I have to tell you, this experience is so much more than I had ever imagined. I’ve only ever experienced my submission superficially – playing around online, or in one-time sessions. All very much about the fun and lust, having fun to get off. Now don’t get me wrong I’ve been full of lust and getting off oh so well so far; but there’s aspects to longer term submission that nothing I’ve done before has demonstrated. I have felt so overwhelmingly controlled and owned, and it’s been speaking to me in a very deep and primal way. Not only has every day been satisfying my pussy; but also something deep inside me. I’m not sure how I’ll ever go back…
The ring gag that the boy had in his box today was clearly more familiar to me than to him. Maybe the only ones he had seen before are the fashionable “chokers” girls wear these days. It makes me laugh – don’t their mothers know? I’ll bet the fathers do and just don’t dare say anything! Mine was something I thought I recognised, but it quickly turned out I had it backwards.