(Part 1 can be found [here!](https://www.reddit.com/r/eroticliterature/comments/aj5he1/the_sexual_awakening_of_polly_pinnick_pt_1_fm/))
In the end I did two rather bad things following sleeping with Nick’s brother Ryan. The first was I didn’t say a word to my boyfriend, keeping it to myself in the hope I could salvage the relationship while dealing with my guilt. The second was based partly around the first, and that was that I accepted the offer from the other university in the city we would be moving to, rather than go to the same halls as my boyfriend. He was disappointed but understood, and at least we wouldn’t be so far apart. Not really.
There was a third thing too, which was sleeping with Ryan again.
I’d not meant to, not really. Yes, I knew that Nick was out and his parents were at work. And I also knew that Ryan would probably be at home when I went round to pick up some clothes I’d left there – totally accidentally of course.
We briefly talked about nothing in particular, just general chit-chat, but it didn’t take long until I was in his arms and we were kissing. We didn’t even make it to his room this time – instead we practically tore each other’s clothes off before stumbling back onto his sofa.