(Hours afterwards, in a hot bath, I am sore. I am sad to rinse your DNA away. I am tender. I am swollen. I was spotting as soon as I got a chance to empty my bladder afterwards and I saw the blood in the bowl. It is nowhere near period time. I am fundamentally different inside. You have reshaped me.)
You just grinned at me. When I opened your door and climbed up and into your truck. As Depeche Mode said it best on that aptly named album Violator, “Words are very… unnecessary”, and who wants words at this moment anyhow. As an experienced man I can only assume you sense my fever. I’m sure it was rolling off me like the fog of war. Only one way to cool it. Catch it if you can, my soldier.
How mundane this must seem to you. Another day, another middle aged mousey woman needing release. What a slog for you. Please humor me and do your job one more day.
“Drive.” I said, buckling in.