This Happened a few years ago now but something I go back to at night in my mind. I was visiting home from college and my ex was just about to grad highschool and wanted to see me.
I was with my current boyfriend at the time but things were still new and nothing was really official yet so I still had a clear conscience about flirting with my ex and agreed to be there for him. After his graduation We ended up about an hour and a half early at the banquet so he suggested that we go for a drive.
He was just asking about my dating life and who I was with then and we reminisced to the point of him admitting still being very attracted to me. But I only really got into the conversation when he explained that he was holding back his perverted side when we were dating and just sort of told me things that got my head spinning. He always treated me super nice and I was 2 years older than him so he was always feeling inferior to me but when he was talking about how he really wanted to treat me I just felt my insides twist and pull at me.