He is a *lot* older than me (I don’t want to say my age though I am 100% legal), but he isn’t boring like most guys. I was very attracted to him the first time we met, but I promised myself that I wouldn’t go home with anyone at the first meeting, so I didn’t even though I wanted to. We talked, little hug and kiss at the end (he smelled nice) and I went home. Being sober around hott guys is very hard and nerve-wracking. I never know what to say, but the first meeting went very well and he seemed like he knew what he was doing.
The second time we both knew what was going to happen if I showed up. I almost didn’t because I was so SO nervous!! I calmed myself down enough to get dressed in my sexiest dress and heels. My lover Genevieve (not her real name, but she has a very sexy and interesting name!!) lent me her good Olympus camera so I could bring it with and use it if I needed it. She is a photographer and has done some of the other pictures of me.